Raison d'être

OnSugar

2010-10-30T05:49:00.000+08:00

Currently I am considering on switching to Onsugar.

However, after 3 hours of tedious tweaking here and there,GOD!

It still doesn't work. The codes are so fucking complicated. They should make it more user-friendly.

I'm not giving up though. I'm seriously fed-up with Blogger, enough for me to say goodbye after 3 years.

So I shall update again.

Morning rains are cool~p

Bye bye

2010-10-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

I think you saw. I added a new search box.

Oh yes, I think I will be bidding blogger adieu soon.

I fucking hate the new auto-pagination thing.

I don't know if you know it, but they limit the space and you can only see a limited amount of post.

Don't believe me? Try clicking on any of my archives. You can only see one post, and my archives are supposed to be stored monthly.

I BLOG ONCE OR MORE A DAY AND EVEN UP TO 5 POSTS A DAY SOMETIMES AND YOU ONLY DISPLAY ONE FUCKING POST? GO TO HELL MAN.

So I'm trying to see which is best.

I'm trying Onsugar, Wordpress, Yaplog and ameblo. I don't know which is best, but I'll try it here and there!

SO LONG, BLOGGER. Kiss my ass, bitch.

1/2 Prince

2010-10-28T23:48:00.004+08:00

Spoilers: 1/2 Prince

I've started reading Half Prince, my second manhua (The first being Celestial Zone) and I can't help but think that it's AWESOME.

I mean, it's real cool, and I think there's a deeper meaning to it.

Talks about how a girl Feng Lan changes gender to be a male in the game called Second Life and meets friends and enemies.

Yes, and I've fallen in love.

I think he looks like Nächte. (Or Nächte looks like him, either way works.)

His name is Guileastos (What a hard to pronounce name... But it sounds like Julietta so it's okay.) and he's hot~

I don't like him as much in real life. (Without long hair he looks less elegant. Meh.) Oh yeah. Guess what.

He's gay. (I'm not sure if he really is but he did say that a man is better than a woman and is madly in love with a guy.)

And he's kind of old. Who would have imagined that he's 26?!

Yeah, he's a genius with an IQ of 200 in real life, who got a Doctorate when he was 22 and a Double Degree at 25.

-.- It's my dream to get a Doctorate before 30, that asshole.

And not to mention he's a real genius (Not that I'm fake, just that our interest lies in different places) who teaches at a college at the age of 26. Geez. Talk about over-achieving.

He has everything that I want. (EVEN GOOD LOOKS, TOO!!! What an asshole.)

... But I still love him~ ♥

BUT. Personality wise, Ageha pwns all! AGEHA! ♥

I am so responsible because I am awesome

2010-10-28T20:39:00.003+08:00

I realized that I am so responsible.

... Anyway, I intend to go out with LMT after my examination.

Ah... I have a Chemistry paper tomorrow.

It's at 2pm tomorrow. Here I thought it would be an early paper so I can just study till 7 and head to school.

Mah. It's okay. I can just study and go to sleep later on.

So I slept in till 5.30pm today, since I didn't set an alarm. My habit of sleeping 12 hours...

Ah yesh. I so want to go so many places after it ends!

Good day!

Customizable much

2010-10-27T20:03:00.003+08:00

I am so happy~ I got new skins for my sogou input and I found a really~ nice one of Nico Robin.

My computer is finally back to normal, too! Just as I've suspected, it was the Topaz Clean 3 program that made my computer weird~

Sorry, I just want to show off my different input templates.

Haha.

So if you like fancy stuff like this you can just download them for free!

Use~ Firefox! They have a lot of personas.(Google Chrome don't have as much themes.)

I really~ liked the last one. I've used that for like... I don't know. Currently mine is Sasuke. Hahaha.

And I wasn't kidding about using Firefox. It's the best browser in my opinion. Internet Explorer can go to hell. I was stuck with that stupid thing for like 2 years before I got more pro-IT.

It sucksssssssssss.

I HATE INTERNET EXPLORER!!!

Alice in Wonderland

2010-10-27T03:30:00.003+08:00

Currently I'm saving up to buy a graphic tablet, yes? I WANT IT.

Oh yeah, but the thing is, I have to clear my debts first.

Anyway, I started on a project where I will cartoon-ize my friends and give them suitable roles in Alice in Wonderland.

I kind of decided actually.

I'm the Mad Hatter.
Yuki is Alice.
Yui is the Cheshire Cat.

I haven't really read/watch the book/movie to name all the characters.

YES. I'm deprived of my childhood, now shut up. (The only two stories that I'm actually 100% familiar with would be Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs and Cinderella.)

I need to do some research before I can start.

Anyone wants to take part~? I'm in need of people to make my characters. If there's no one then I have no choice but to ignore those.

Ah~

... Sorry, just thought of Ageha all of a sudden... *cries*

I'm ridden with illness

2010-10-26T22:19:00.003+08:00

Like argh, my hand hurts. It's the wound from like 10 years ago, when I fractured my arm.

I ought to thank heaven for giving us rain which made the days cooler and more bearable, but it seriously hurts my elbow whenever the humidity changes.

It makes me suffer. Sometimes when I start on doing work like writing and stuff, it hurts and I don't feel like writing but I can't stop because it's an exam.

Meh. The worst is that I can't sleep with the pain! -.- It's seriously annoying, but nothing I can't handle.

Anyway, I realized that I have this thing called Asian Flush. It's a kind of syndrome where your face goes really~ red after you consume alcohol due to a lack of enzymes in your body.

I'm thinking of what to do. I don't like it. When I exercise, my face gets red. When I drink, my face gets red.

The only occassion where my face won't get red is when I'm embarrassed. I don't know why. I guess because this one comes from my feelings and not my physical condition.

I can control it unlike the first one. Then again, I don't like it, really. It's sooooooooo ugly. 2nd, I can't even FAKE that I didn't drink because my face gives it away. -.-

I don't like it. It's ugly. And I don't like my sweaty palms either.

Oh God, why am I born like this? Is it because I don't believe in you? =O

That's all for this post.

Edit:

Great, I read up on some syndromes that I have. I always suspected that I have low-blood pressure, but I realized that it's not the pressure. It's probably the sugar level.

I just found out that I am at risk of having low sugar blood. Geez.

Fainting, lethargic, dizziness, light-headed, tremblings, heart palpitations.

Damn. I really am ridden with illnesses, huh?

Like helllllll.

2010-10-26T18:34:00.003+08:00

Ah. Okay. The Mathematics Paper was not as screwed up as I thought it was.

Well, I'm more worried about English...

Ah. Also... Seems that the Paper tomorrow won't be as good as today. Hey, yo!

Damnnnnnnnnnn.

Mah. What's done is done.

Oh yes, seems like the prom will be held at a country club. I have no objections to that, since it's not that expensive.

However~ I have to say something.

In regards to: Transportation is provided.

Erm. We're not going on a school trip here. Why should I take a smelly bus with so many people that I don't like? Ah. The wonders.

Also. One more thing that I kind of want to complain about... If it's at the country club... It means that...

MANY PEOPLE THAT I DON'T LIKE WILL BE THERE!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~ *dies*

Ageha... Wait for me.

Screweddddd

2010-10-25T23:39:00.003+08:00

I have a feeling I'm not going to do well for English. Great, oh~ great. -.-

I think I'm like so going to die. Fuck. This sucks.

The damn question was Leadership.

Guess what I wrote? A man leading a revolution.

Geez, Great, oh great. I'm dead. Hallelujah.

I know I'm not going to fail, but what if I got a B, or worse, a C?!

OH MY GOD I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF! (Yes, Ageha, wait for me.)

Oh my God I'm like, screwed. Inside-out, upside-down.

Weehehe. -.- I know, I'm supposed to be studying. (But I can't help reading mangas and watching animes. GOD.)

Apothecarius Argentum is just so nice to read.

Oh yes. I'm going to die, for Maths, too. Shit.

P.S I will be changing my blog header picture soon. Stay tune!

R.I.P Ageha

2010-10-24T22:03:00.002+08:00

I've always known that life was unfair, but never this unfair.

(Sorry for the low quality, I didn't finish editing it.) Will update the colored one soon.

Ageha. Died.

FUCKKKKKKK.

He's the most selfless person ever, maybe even more so than Luffy, and he died.

1. He had given his left eye to save a girl that he doesn't know.
2. He had prepared 1000 cattle for Tatara who had no ways of paying him.
3. He had let Tatara escaped, got tortured, but refuse to tell the enemy about Tatara.
4. Even though he was a sex slave when he was a young boy, he let the leader of the prisoner have his way with him just to protect Sarasa. (I cried so hard, Goddamn. It was such a deep wound.)
5. He started doing the dirty jobs (Assassination) to help Tatara.
6. He helped the man who had sexually abused him when he was young because the (fucking) old man was senile. (I could NEVER do that.)
7. He died in order for Tatara to escape unharmed.

WHAT THE FUCK MAN. HOW CAN SUCH A NICE PERSON DIE?!

And... He was so beautiful, too. *cries*

I... Will never, ever, forget Ageha. Please rest in peace. AND HE DIED SO YOUNG!!!

The oldest he could be was 26. THE OLDEST.

He should be, 23, if I'm not wrong. No one ever confirmed that.

*cries until my eyeballs come out*

I think he'll be my favorite character from now on.

AGEHA!!!

2010-10-23T21:48:00.004+08:00

The photoshop work that I just finished.

(This is not done by me.)

LIKE OMG AGEHA CUT HIS FUCKING GORGEOUS HAIR!!! *faints*

WAHA!!! *cries*

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~

I don't care, so you can kiss mah ass.

2010-10-21T19:18:00.002+08:00

Okay, so now I'm reading this manga called Legend of Basara or just Basara.

Ah.

My favorite character, Ageha, with my least favorite, Asagi. (That damn prick)

I don't like him even though he's pretty. He's an asshole.

Oh yes, Ageha cross-dresses, but no one can call him gay because he's too beautiful. (Ohoho)

Oh yes, with this prom thing going on, seems that there are rebels.

Two different groups, even. Well, I don't give a damn because I know we're the best.

Just know they at the end of the day we will have the last laugh and they will have to lick our boots.

Go on, rage. You are just making yourself ridiculous! Hahaha!

I'm torn between choices

2010-10-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

Mm. I wanted to take up Aikido, but then I realized that you can't have long nails in this particular sport, which made me really torn.

I mean, I want to learn it, sure. But, I want to have log nails too. Ah. Actually, I'm thinking of taking Ninjutsu class, so I don't really know.

I also believe that I won't have as much time starting from next year, since I have to attend school and work at the same time.

I also want to attend Japanese classes. Shit. So many things to do, yet so little time. Well, of course, if I find a good paying job obviously I can, but that's if. Say, $10 per hour.

If it's that much then I can afford to, I think. Since just 100 hours a month will get me $1000. I can well work 7 hours a day for 4 days a week and - wait. That's a shit load.

Unless, I work 2 days a week, with 10 hours each (Which isn't hard) and one day a week with 5 hours a day. Then I will have the money that I need for a month.

Then... Actually, the best would be for me to stay at home. Since I have buses, but then I don't want to waste my time and stuff. Not to mention, Japanese classes aren't cheap.

The Aikido should be okay since it's an extra activity in school (If. I get into that school) but as for Ninjutsu I have to pay for it. Shit. I don't want to have short nails. Damn.

It's just. A hassle. A big problem. If I am still going to NAFA it would be no problem, but if I'm going to TP then I will have big problems. 1st thing, school starts in April. I have 3 more months less to earn my money and stuff.

Shit. Now that I think of it, NAFA has a 4 days school week, but I wonder about TP. Let me check.

... If I have one more day for school that means - Shit. I just found out. It's a five-day school week.

DAMN!!! I don't even know if I can have bleached hair, too! Damn, damn, damn!

I want to screw myself so badly, damn it!

Then again, the rent of the house will be cheaper... Probably. Though I have to get a place where it will be easy for me to commute to and from school and work. Also, near the place where I have to get groceries.

... Shit. Whatever, let's see how it goes.

I will need a timetable.

Need to work, attend school, go for extra classes and even shop for groceries.

Gah. Not to mention I want to go overseas. -.-

If you don't like it too bad

2010-10-20T18:25:00.001+08:00

I don't care what the minority says. If you guys don't want the prom to be in school and wants to open a chalet or book your own hotel, go ahead.

The thing is just how much to pay. Because I seriously don't give a flying fuck about your selfish whims.

So, that's all. I can't be bothered wasting more of my effort. Bye.

Justice vs. Evil

2010-10-19T19:33:00.005+08:00

I wanted to clean up my oldest posts but I realized that I don't have the extra time and effort to do it.

Anyway, today was my graduating day. Well, not really, but it's just formalities.

Okay, I'm going to talk about Literature again. In class today, it was mentioned that one of the story was linked to history.

This old man talked about his own story in a third person's point of view - But that's not the main point.

What I was trying to say was: History = His Story.

However, we came to terms that history is the perspective of the happening from the victor's point of view.

The ones who won and dictates the rest will be the one to record the history of that event.

This reminds me of One Piece and of course, Nico Robin.

I want to learn about the Void Century, to know the true history.
- Nico Robin

As it was depicted, the One Piece universe was made up of the marines and the pirates as the two opposing forces. Of course, there's also the revolutionaries, but they're more grey so let's talk about the so called Justice and Evil forces.

The marines are what people call the Justice.

The pirates are supposedly evil.

However, in my point of view, it's the things that you do that determines if you're "good" or "evil".

Say, if the one who wrote history made a murder the hero and the victims the fools, wouldn't it become a place where "killing" becomes justice?

There are no "good" nor "bad", it's just a matter of the morals and etiquette that you can accept.

Maybe one can accept stealing out of desperation as an "act that can't be help" or killing someone out of self-defense as an "act to survive".

However, another may think that no matter the reason, stealing or killing is wrong and evil.

Therefore, I have to ask: What is evil? What is justice?

Perhaps the answer was long ago unveiled by Donquixote Doflamingo of One Piece: Pirates are evil!!? The Marines are righteous!!? These terms have always changed throughout the course of history...!!! Kids who have never seen peace and kids who have never seen war have different values!!! Those who stand at the top determine what's wrong and what's right! This very place is neutral ground!!! Justice will prevail, you say!? But of course it will!!! Whoever wins this war becomes justice!!!

This is why "good" and "evil" is a very ambiguous term. However, you can understand from that that the "good" ones are the ones who are "normal" or the ones which won.

That much is certain. I guess this is why One Piece is so damn interesting. There are so many values and so many hidden messages which is up to us to reveal.

This is why I like stuffs like Fullmetal Alchemist and Shaman King, because they have such deep moral values and makes you think.

Alright, on to another thing. I got my prom dress!

No, no. No pictures. It's suppose to be a secret!

Yes, I also feel kind of bad for rejecting people who asked me for a photo together. Sorry, I'm just not good with cameras.

Prom, perhaps?

I can translate it!

2010-10-18T20:25:00.004+08:00

I realized that I can actually pick up the manga from some thread about Switch Girl!.

So I guess I'll be happy to translate 9 Banme no Musashi. First... I need better scans. (And well obviously they need to be in Mandarin.)

I'll be going down to the manga store and see if there's any I can find. If so, then I'll scan it and stuff.

Thing is, I need a proof-reader and someone to scan them. (Of course, they will need a scanner...)

I think I can do the typesetting and cleaning since I learned how to do it. Of course, and translating.

I need two of them though.

1st person: Make sure what I translated is as accurate as possible.
2nd person: Make sure the sentence structure and grammar is as good as possible.

Yes, when I was doing the translating, I realized that my grammar was atrocious since I only concentrated on using the correct translation and didn't care much about the tenses. (Not to mention... Well, I suck at it, seriously, when it comes to grammar.)

Actually... I have people in mind.

*laughs* If you guys are free... Yui, can you help me do the scanning? JCSM, can you be the first proof-reader? Sakura... I wonder if you're interested, can you help me?

I'm not all ready yet though. The manga had been stagnant for at least a year and I really like it. But for you guys, if you like to do it then please help me. However, if you are not it's okay.

I mean, you have to be interested in it anyway.

So, yoroshiku onegai shimasu!

P.S

Anyone had this before? It's nice! (Of course it tastes artificial.)

Strong Women

2010-10-18T00:43:00.004+08:00

I was reading back on my previous posts and I realized that so many stupid picture links are broken! (I think I will upload my own pictures for linking so that they won't be broken.) I am thinking I want to delete all my 2007 - 2009 posts... Then again, never mind.

Okay, so today's topic will be on strong women. They are awesome.

Cleaned and edited, plus colored by me. Musashi from 9 Banme no Musashi. (Guess her gender is out of the bag now! xD)

Aikawa Maki of Air Master.

Kozuki Tsukasa from Tokyo Crazy Paradise.

Balsa from Seirei no Moribito.

Riza Hawkeye from Fullmetal Alchemist.

Erza Scarlet the Titania (c) Taiger Lily

Erza Scarlet from Fairy Tail.

Osaki Nana from NANA.

Kyouyama Anna from Shaman King.

Balalaika of Black Lagoon. (I didn't watch this.)

Nakahara Sunako from Wallflower.

I have to say, women who are strong are drop-dead gorgeous. Yes, Balalaika included.

Instead of looking beautiful, I think women who are independent and strong-willed are so much more sexier. They just attract me. Of course, this includes my two favorite:

Purple ANBU Hyuuga Hinata (c) sakimi-chan

Who can ever forget Nico Robin and Hyuuga Hinata? Oh yes, I just noticed that both of them are represented by the color purple!

Hinata more lavender, but nonetheless both are colors that I like a lot!

Damn, damn. I really love strong women!

Docomo N-01A

2010-10-17T19:57:00.003+08:00

I guess I am selling off this phone of mine. Don't know why, it's a sudden thought.

I guess I just want to get a new phone that can input English, Chinese and Japanese.

I believe I saw that once, so maybe I'm getting it. It's also a flip phone, which makes it MUCH easier for me to do the designing.

Also, I think I mentioned it before. Damn, it sucks. The color.

I never did wanted this color. Also, due to the color, I had a skin made. Therefore, the condition of the phone is somehow amazing. Can be said to be 8.5/10, since nothing is wrong except for a small scratch on the screen and a small dent at the side. The phone itself is functioning normally.

Well, it may also be due to its bulkiness. =X

Anyone interested?

Hot topic

2010-10-16T22:44:00.003+08:00

Damn I'm in agony. It pisses me off.

You know, Hot Topic? Yes. I love their nail polish collection.

However, it's impossible to ship.

Damn it. I was so excited over it, too! Since I love the colors. They're so fucking unique.

I'm thinking I'll get the nail polish again, some other time. Another brand, possibly.

Most probably China Glaze though. The colors are awesome.

I'm sleepy~

2010-10-16T18:35:00.002+08:00

So I went out Miki today to see her Pico (Chihuahua), and it's really fun. Well, the weather was killer though.

She treated me to this~

And we ate Japanese food.

Also I'm really~ tempted to get Fujifilm Z80. The lavender one is really nice, but unfortunately it's not available in my country.

It sucks.

And I'm sleepy...

I guess it was the alcohol... Damn.

Ah. Also, I have to share this. For people who has a cough, this is a wonderful home remedy.

Well, it's simple. You just add lime/lemon squeeze to honey and add water, drink it, you'll be well in no time.

Sadly, I got medicine from pharmacies which doesn't work, and after I use this, I'm half-cured.

Yes, it's true. Try it if you have a cough! The drink isn't half-bad either!

Kill yourself if you don't like it

2010-10-14T22:09:00.004+08:00

I wonder if someone has a fucking guilty conscience.

All I said was "You forgot to change your featured friends" and I get comments like "You're a dog" or "Why don't you say to my face?".

I don't get what there's to say about. Do I need permission to remove you as a featured friend?

If you're not happy then go and kill yourself.

My examinations are coming so I don't have the time to deal with immature and childish antics like this. Like I said, this is my life. I rule it.

If you're not happy with what I said or anything remotely "offensive" to you, die. It's not my business if you're there or not. Just know that I do what I want to do.

I don't get why some people just cannot grow up. Thinking beating people up and threatening others is oh-so-cool.

Yeah, obviously it is. It's for kids anyway. In the mafia world, cut off your finger as an apology. Beating up someone doesn't solve anything. But do you have the guts to do what they do? No.

If there's nothing else then don't bug me anymore. I'm not the one who thinks that just because I'm not friends with your friend then I'm not your friend. You're the fucking piece of shit who made it out that way.

I hope I don't see your shitty face anymore. Can I say, ciao. No good luck though. With your kind of attitude you won't end up anywhere.

Who should the third member be?

2010-10-14T20:06:00.003+08:00

It's been so long... Since I touched the controller of the Playstation that is. I am craving for a K.O.F fight.

Of course, my main players: Shiranui Mai and Kula Diamond.

The thing is, the game is suppose to be a 3 vs. 3 thing, so I can't find my third member.

Ninon Beart

Xiao Lon

Luise Meyrink

Well this is funny but I'm considering on using Ash.

Ash Crimson

It's weird, since I don't like to use guys. They're a bit too heavy. (I'm not kidding, trust me. When they jump and stuff they're slower and they jump lower.)

So who should I enlist for my characters? I know Luise Meyrink is a bit difficult to use compared to the other characters.

She won't budge unless you hit several buttons wheres the rest will kick and combo with 2 buttons.

Alright, back to reading King of Fighters '94.

9 Banme no Musashi translation

2010-10-13T14:32:00.006+08:00

Actually I was thinking of translating the manga 9 Banme no Musashi from Chinese to English.

Well, there's a few problems though.

1st, I don't know if I'm allowed to do so, since I'm using other people's scans.
2nd, Names are quite difficult for me to translate, seeing how the Chinese names were translated from Japanese.
3rd, The scans are of quite poor quality, especially one broken page in Volume 16 and for Volume 17, the pages are scanned in the way that near the spine of the book, all the words are blurred out.

*Click on the picture for enlargement to read the text.

For people who can read both languages, you should know if I did an accurate translation. (By the way, I'm not saying I did an accurate translation, I'm asking for feedback here.)

Well, actually, I was kind of bored, so I did a few pages... 5 to be exact. But I still don't know if I can upload them.

Of course, I really want to, since I saw that people want to read it too. Besides, this is a fabulous manga to be missed out on.

The internationally known language, you know - English.

Also, this is my first translation. I don't want to do nuts and give people the wrong interpretation of the dialogues.

Tell me what you think about it then.

To translate or not to?

2010-10-12T21:36:00.002+08:00

I was thinking I would like to translate 9 Banme no Musashi since there are the Chinese raws and I can read them. - Not to mention I'm not bad at translations.

Oh yes, not to mention I can't find the last 3 volumes online. I think if I have the time I'll go to the bookstore to look for them and get them.

You know, I just can't leave them hanging anymore. I am seriously bored and I need something to do.

I know, major examination is next week. Who cares. I just need a few days and work a bit.

I won't die. I rather do something I like than bore to death.

Oh yes, I'm actually thinking that I can take up part time translation jobs if I have the luxury. I mean, it's a hobby, just like photoshop.

Though, first thing, I have to master a few other languages first before I can talk about that.

You know, there's this thing. A person may be good in several languages, but it doesn't mean that they can translate one language to another. For that, I'm quite happy that I have it in me naturally.

So am I going to translate it, or not? (I don't want to accidentally break rules and regulations, not to mention the quality's kind of bad, too.)

9 Banme no Musashi

2010-10-12T14:50:00.003+08:00

I wonder if you can spot the same person in the five scans below...

Actually, to be honest, I looked for scans with big pictures of Musashi.

Ah. I like the last one the most. That was Musashi's hairstyle initially anyway!

I think that hairstyle suits Musashi the best. I don't like Musashi with short hair. It just... Isn't suitable for Musashi.

Musashi looks great with that messy long hair!!! Totally fits Musashi's personality!

Oh yeah. This is a manga that I finished 7 volumes in one go yesterday.

Name is called 9 Banme no Musashi.

Well, that's Musashi's name, of course. This also reminds me of the Baroque Works system from One Piece, just that this is more formidable and they are supposedly on the good side.

Going to read it now. Ah~ Musashi. Musashi rocks. I love Musashi.

Musashi is awesome!

P.S There's a reason why I didn't quote "he/she" because I'll leave it up to you to guess Musashi's gender. HAHAHA.

The idea of Feminism vs. Satire in Air Master

2010-10-11T14:48:00.017+08:00

Warning: Too much information. 1 hour long post. May damage your brain and kill your cells. If you are mentally prepared for this long post then go ahead.

Strong female leads

For feminists (Especially MTBS), please check the thread out. It might interest you, a lot.

Okay, fir- WOW. I just realized that I viewed that thread for like an hour and I'm only at the ninth page. Okay, back to the topic.

So, the people were discussing about females in mangas.

More specifically, which females are worthy of being called "a strong character".

- The reason being, in mangas, somehow the cliche is that the female will be:

Weak.
Whiny.
Cries at everything.
Cannot protect herself.
She needs a knight in shiny armor.
She falls in love with the abusive guy that bullies her.
When the guys try to rape them, apparently it's "okay" because the girls were the ones who supposedly "tempted them".

Now, can it get worse?

(Er wow. I just realized that I placed my points in a "short to long" order without meaning to.)

Anyway, I was looking through, and seems that some girls appeal to the people discussing in the thread.

1. Kou Shuurei from Saiunkoku Monogatari

It seems that it's because in an era where women were not suppose to be in courts, where the royal palace is a place that only men resides and were superior, she goes against the flow and took the national exam to become a courtier and ranked in second.

After that, due to some reason she was banished to another province, she helped the people who are sick by gathering people and getting a physician to teach them how to operate and managed to save the lives of many patients even though others thought that it was a lost cause.

Then, even though she was in love with the emperor - who vowed to get only one wife like Kail Mursili II - she was reluctant to marry him since she was infertile. If there were no heirs, the country would be in chaos again (Like what she had seen when she was just a child) over the seat of the emperor. She chose to forsake her love for the sake of the country. (Though it wasn't the real ending, yet.)

Therefore, she can be said to be a strong woman.

2. Kyouko from Skip Beat!

I personally didn't finish this since it was boring to me, but it seems that she entered the showbiz to exact revenge upon the man who had abandoned her after he gained fame.

Seems that she was strong and determined, never giving up.

But this doesn't appeal much to me. I'm just saying.

... On a second thought, you can forget about her.

3. Sheryl Nome from Macross Frontier.

Again, I didn't watch this.

However, from the description, it can be said that even though her outward appearance is that of an epitome of a feminine female, she broke the law - the cliche - of a typical main female lead in a manga.

She makes the decision for herself, never giving a damn about what others say.

She had a firm resolution and knew exactly what she wants for herself.

Also, she doesn't want compassion from others and will not allow one to be compassionate to her and ruin the big picture. For that, she's truly strong.

(To be honest, maybe I'll try Macross Frontier if I have the chance and feel like it. The description isn't really interesting (Or because I don't like Sci-Fic) so I have to see...)

Okay, now after all the examples let's elaborate on the point itself.

Th idea is that, males > females.

Well, not all are like that, but you can't deny that that is the conception of most people. Yeah sure. Physically, they are just born different. It's something that's given by nature. That law can't be defied no matter what because for the body, there is a limit. (Just like no matter how hard a man tries, he can't carry a baby in him! That's nature!)

However, emotionally, a woman can be as strong as a man. This is controlled by one, as compared to the physical growth which can't be altered.

Therefore, who is to say that all girls have to:

be weak.
be whiny.
cry at everything.
not be able to protect herself.
have a knight in shiny armor.
fall in love with the abusive guy that bullies her.
agree that they are at fault when the guys try to rape when they say that girls are the ones that "tempts them"?!

I may not be a feminist because I believe a woman can't achieve everything by herself, but the same goes for a man. A man needs a woman to make a baby and vice versa. A woman don't just magically gets pregnant. They. Need. A. MAN.

Therefore, physically, it may be male > female.

However, mentally it's female = male.

There is a prime example in the classic literature (Fengshen Yanyi), where (苏妲己) Su Daji AKA Dakki in Hoshin Engi ruins a kingdom because of her beauty. She manipulates the lecherous emperor into lusting after her, while she attempts to take over the throne. She once asked a question: Why do people say "Dragon, Phoenix", but never "Phoenix, Dragon"?

As during the time, dragon refers to men and phoenix the women.

She is a classic example of a feminist during the olden days.

Note: Refer to Article on Daji for more details.

So are male mangakas chauvinist? I sure hope not. They are the few of the more tolerable beings on Earth.

The impact of manga is greater than you know. Around the time where the manga Hikaru no Go was released, it greatly affected the young population in Japan to start the game.

It's a source of inspiration and many were influenced by it. (I admit, I also got interested in it and learned how to play it even after I watched it.)

Therefore, let's hope that the mangas which portrays girls as weak and whiny will decrease and have stronger females to influence the young ones. It's a wrong conception, especially if they think that "rape is alright".

Alright, I cease my case.

Next (You weren't think I was finish were you?) on is about the manga Air Master and the effects of it.

If you did not realize, Air Master is a satire of the Japanese culture.

In Japan it is a patriarchal society, after all.

Which is why so many mangas are like that...

1. In Shounen or Seinen mangas, normally the main character will be a male. Normally, they are stronger than females.

2. Males are stronger physically. That's a fact.

3. Like I said, "rape is okay" is a misconception.

4. Females should be small, cute and gentle.

However, Air Master is a satire because:

1. Aikawa Maki is a female lead of a seinen manga.

2. Aikawa Maki is a female who is stronger than males physically since she won all of her male opponents. The only opponent that she lost to was a female.

3. Aikawa Maki hates Julietta (More like creep-ed out by him) because he tried to rape her twice. So. She attacks him both time and managed to escape. (But... I love Julietta. Hahaha. He's so passionate. ♥)

4. Aikawa Maki, 16-years old is 6 feet tall, doesn't care much about appearance and certainly isn't gentle, at all.

It eliminates all the sexist elements against females.

Who said a woman can't win a man in a fight? Who said a female can't be taller than a guy? Who said a woman can't attack a man who tried to rape her? Who said that a woman must lost to a male?

This is why Air Master is enjoyable. Well, the physically stronger part is a bit exaggerated, but I will interpret it as "As she was an ex-gymnasium, she used the force of her opponents against themselves, thus the force that was transferred was even stronger than a male's." (Because the kinetic theory made it that way.)

As for why she lost to a female, the reason is because the female uses a style similar to Aikido where you use the motion and force of an opponents against themselves.

Isn't this a perfectly and scientifically correct explanation?

Precisely.

Thus, this is the reason why I tend to avoid shoujo mangas because the females are. So. Fucking. Irritating.

Oops, my first cuss in the post. =P

Please.

1. Don't cry.
2. Don't whine.
3. When something comes, block, dodge, catch, whatever. Don't just close your eyes and wait for it to connect or someone to save you.
4. Don't act like a princess waiting for her knight in shiny armor. Do something, anything.
5. When you're getting rape, hit them, punch them, elbow them (Like what Aikawa Maki did) or kick them in the nuts! (That worked for Aikawa Maki) Don't stay there and CRY. IT DOESN'T HELP. GOD! (Wait why am I calling myself again?)
6. Don't fall for a guy who bullies you. It's stupid. (Well unless they risk their life for you it's a different thing. Yay, Makoto. (Wait he's not a bully. In fact he's gentle. (=))

So. After all my long-ass explanation which I wrote for like -

ONE FUCKING HOUR!?

...

Okay, got to go. Hm. I'm good with Chemistry. Nyahaha.

2010-10-10T21:24:00.005+08:00

Spoilers: Air Master

I think Air Master would be one of the series that I will remember for a long time, like One Piece, InuYasha, Rurouni Kenshin, Shaman King, Hikaru no Go and more. (I shall not say NARUTO since I dropped it. Also, note the titles. All of them are shounen mangas/animes.)

So I should say that Aikawa Maki looks awesome in the opening.

The art is a lot better compared to the manga too. (The earlier ones at least)

Though, the ending sucked big time. I really got irritated with it because so many things were unexplained.

Oh, and I want more JuliettaxMaki.

I know, he's a pedophile. (Well he is 11-12 years older than her.)

And I hate how the pictures are so small.

But it's okay, I still love him. They just look so cute together compared to MakixMina.

Yes, let's take a look at some scenes from Air Master.

I never get tired of them!

*Please wait a moment while I upload them*

Well, there are more scenes, but I'll leave those out because the content isn't really suitable.

I know. He's sick in the head. But. I still love him! ♥

MakixJulietta forever! (I have a tendency to type Juliette instead...)

__________________

Currently I am trying out Air Gear and re-reading Tokyo Crazy Paradise. It never fails to disappoint me.

I'm a bit reluctant though, since it's a shounen manga and I'm afraid that I'll get addicted like I am to Hunter x Hunter and One Piece and die from withdrawal syndromes.

... I doubt so though. There's really not much anime out there that matches this two so yeah.

Oh, and Air Master is soooooooooooo underrated! I wonder why people like drawn out fights that last for like 10 episodes. Isn't it boring? In reality, if samurais cross swords for more than 10 seconds they are considered equally good. (Or bad...)

Yet... In shows like NARUTO you see the awesome Sasori fighting with the stupid Suckura for more than 10 episodes. She sucks, just kill her already! -.- It gets boring after a while.

What I like about Air Master is that they never drags on for more than 1 episode. Some of the epic fights like Kai vs. Kinjirou, Maki vs. Julietta (the second time) and Maki vs. Kai are short. (Okay, maybe they aren't so short since they covered 1 episode, but it's still cool.)

See what dragging on useless shit do to people? Yeah, they become neurotic.

Air Master

2010-10-09T20:54:00.002+08:00

Damn it. I really want to learn Japanese as fast as possible!

There's this manga series that I really like, but it seems that the chapters are not out since April.

Well, I really want to read it, too! I was looking around in Chinese websites, but it seems that no one has the Chinese versions of Air Master.

Shit. The anime was awesome too! Want to see more of Shinnosuke and Julietta.

Ugh. Shit. This is getting on my nerves. I really want to read it since I'm at episode 9 of the anime.

I'm getting really frustrating since I really like it. Some epic fight scenes without dragging for a few damn episodes is what I need now.

Maybe I should start reading King of Fighters because it seems really awesome.

Shit. I looked it up and it seems that Air Master was released in only Japanese text.

DAMN IT!!!

Friendship

2010-10-08T20:33:00.004+08:00

I don't get it, really.

If people can't be friends, then let it go. After that, keep your nose to yourself A.K.A Don't poke into their business.

However, over the years, I've encountered so many cases of... I can't find the word.

I believe that friends are people who can accept you for what you are and vice versa. Your decisions, your beliefs and your personality.

If two people with clashing natures are friends, it won't work out because they cannot accept the other's flaws.

I've offered a solution - the same solution - over the years to different people, but it seemed that most are reluctant to take it up.

1. Let them continue and be annoyed.
2. Leave them and move on with life.

Life isn't perfect. It doesn't work that way. Sorry to say, but there's no happy ending.

Yes, friends may get annoyed or angry with each others sometimes, but it will all work out if you had accepted said person. - Accepted their everything.

Sure, if you don't like something, say it. If they decided to change, then good for them. However, if they decide not to change, then what can you do anything?

Everyone have choices. You make your own choices, you bear the consequences. I don't believe in regretting over a certain decision I made, because I was the one who had chosen the path, and knew full well what the consequences will be.

Well of course, for people who do things without thinking then best of luck to you. Then again, you chose to be reckless, so take on the responsibility.

So, back to the main idea. Most people will not accept the solution to leave their friends.

Though, my question is... Why? You guys never got along, so why stay together?

Of course, talking may clear things up, but 80% of the time the other party refuses to comply.

Therefore, best decision is to break up.

Break up doesn't mean that you can't hang out or talk anymore. You are just giving yourself some time off from them. It's perfectly understandable. We are not at that age where "We are not friends anymore so we can't talk".

I can count my amount of friends with twenty fingers.

Doesn't mean I talk to you equals you are my friend. I don't believe in that.

Therefore, you won't die if you do leave them.

Better to be apart and be happy than together and be misery. (I'm talking as if I'm referring to a couple in love.)

So I've reached a conclusion. In life there's no win-win situation. Choose one or another. Pick it up again when you are ready.

Friendship doesn't just happen. You need to put in effort.

Well, from the way I'm speaking you may think that I'm a person who doesn't give a shit even if I lost a friend.

Well. To be honest, I seriously don't care. (To some of them of course. I guess I am a person who gives you what you earned.)

Giving and taking, definitely.

It isn't just receiving.

It isn't just a gift.

It's something you earn.

And of course, friends come and go.

There is not a person who has never lost a friend before.

But it is necessary. It's a part of growth. There won't be 100 true friends.

You know I'm right. In life there's only a few. So to seek for these few friends you will experience meeting and partings.

It's life.

Just.

Don't harp on the past.

Instead, try to change yourself for the better and mold your personality into your ideal one and move on to experience new and better things.

Because sorry doesn't always help.

Note: I understand if you don't want to listen to me because people who know me knows that I'm a pompous jerk and asshole and thinks that I probably can't give advice... But. Know that I don't dislike my personality because it's my ideal one, so I don't think I can mold myself like what I said. Another note is that I know that my friends love me for who I am, so I don't want to change because of this either. =)

I know, I'm awesome and I give amazing advices. Yes, I'm an AAA so to say. WAHAHA.

White Dragon & Sailor Fuku ni Onegai!

2010-10-08T13:42:00.004+08:00

I just finished the manga White Dragon yesterday.

The manga is good. Like, real good. I finished it in one shot. Well... It's a bit saddening because there's only 3 volumes.

White Dragon is really beautiful, regardless of his/her gender.

Below is White Dragon's male and female form.

From left up to down: Julia, Female White Dragon, Male White Dragon, Ayaka.

Above is White Dragon's female form. May I add that I rarely think that realistic manga drawings are nice?

I bet you can't read.

White Dragon: Are you a pervert or something?! Infuriating, infuriating, infuriating. Infuriating!

That was pretty funny. He don't like being stared at. Hahaha. Well, he is handsome, so that's inevitable.

I hope to find something like this again. It's pretty amazing.

On another note, I also finished Sailor Fuku ni Onegai! yesterday, too.

I know,the guys are cute. Though, my favorite is Koma!

He's the guy with the long silver hair and blue eyes.

Well, you know I'm a sucker for guys with long hair. And he's really cute! Koma, Koma, Koma, Koma~

Respect and Love

2010-10-07T19:21:00.003+08:00

OH MAH GOD ONE PIECE IS OUT AND ZORO IS HERE!!!

GYAAAAAAAAAAA~~~ Robin ish. Aweshome!

I'm so glad Zoro didn't change much because I don't like hair on guys. -.-

Yay~ Zoro rocks.

Okay. Now... On to what is bothering me.

So. There was a conversation in class between a student and a teacher in class today.

The student is wrong since she was talking really loudly to the teacher...

BUT.

The teacher is wrong.

She said that the student should respect a teacher and shouldn't raise her voice at a teacher...

However. She herself raised her voice to the student. It doesn't mean that just because you are a teacher, you automatically commands respect.

No. EVERYONE has to earn their respect from others.

If you said that a student shouldn't raise their voice at you, then don't do it. Not to mention you were raising your voice because you were pissed off at something else.

Even my parents have to earn my respect, moreover you are just a mere teacher.

On the other hand, in Literature class today, my teacher was saying that love is all about yourself.

The reason being: When you love someone, you desire them. It is your desire, and thus love is selfishness.

However, I don't agree.

In some cases, when you love someone, you tend to sacrifice everything for them. There are also cases where as long as the person they love is happy, they don't mind not possessing them.

SO. How is that selfishness? Selfishness is an act where one only cares about their self-interest and own benefit.

So, to sacrifice your own happiness to allow the other party to be happy, isn't it selflessness?

So that's all I have to say for today. See youuuuuuuu.

Lucille my Love~

2010-10-06T20:41:00.004+08:00

Spoiler: Ningyou Kyuutei Gakudan

I love this scene from Ningyou Kyuutei Gakudan!

Note: Read right to left.

Lucille is sooooooooooooooooooo cute!!! (Just to clear things up Lucille, A.K.A the beautiful young lady with the long hair, is a male. 100%)

AND KOHAKU IS PUKING IN THE BACKGROUND!!! AHAHAHA!!! *ROFLMAO*

I think the drawing style is really~ nice. It's by Kaori Yuki, same mangaka as Ludwig Kakumei.

LMAO. Kohaku is an asshole! He's snickering all the way. AHAHA!!!

Then again, I like guys like Lucille. You know, beautiful men. Ah~ ... You know, I can't stand hairy guys.

Lucille: It's all because of the way I look... I've been mistaken for a woman so many times and always managed to use that to my advantage. But... IT'S SO GROSS WHEN MEN TRY TO HIT ON ME! I can't take it anymore! Save me, Kohaku!

Kohaku: If he finds you out, car, fuel and money will go 'poof!'. Why don't you go back to your VIP room and make yourself pretty?

Lucille: He'll introduce me to his mom! I'm as good as married to him in his head...

GYAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Kohaku: Self-interest over friend. HAHAHA!!! OH MY GOD AND THE GUY REALLY WANTS LUCILLE TO MEET HIS MUM!!! AHAHAHA!!!

Gah, I can't take it anymore. OH MY GOD THIS IS HILARIOUS!

... It's okay, Lucille. I love you as a man. But I love you even more as a woman because I don't mind!!!

WAHAHAHAHA!!!

Pft... GYAHAHAHA!!! *dies of laughter

Oh yes, I've passed 1,111 posts~ This is my 1,112th post. Yah~

Kirai

2010-10-05T21:43:00.003+08:00

So I finished Kirai.

I recommend the manga, but only until the chapter "Kiss".

Don't read the rest. Spoils the whole thing. Ugh.

I totally forgotten that ... What's his name again. Oh. Shin. Yeah.

I forgot that Shin is a half-breed.

So anyway I didn't like the ending half of the manga. Cause it sucks.

What's funny is that apart from the name of the characters I can't differentiate them. -.-

Oh and uh yeah. The art isn't that great like I mentioned before.

So I'll focus on Ningyou Kyuutei Gakudan now.

Awesome art. Lucille is so cute! Just like Ludwig! (Well they are drawn by the same person.)

P.S I have an urge to become a manga translator.

Being ill sucks.

2010-10-05T16:14:00.002+08:00

Since I am ill, I feel lightheaded.

You know, the feeling when you're a bit tipsy, but are still sober.

Geez, everything is turning round and round like a spiral and I'm experiencing a vertigo.

Okay. So, I'm currently reading the manga Kirai and Ningyou Kyuutei Gakudan, not to mention doing my revision at the same time.

I'm not doing nothing at home.

Oh my God I feel so lightheaded. And every time I clear my nose or throat I feel as if I'm going to faint at any time. I wonder why. Maybe it's the blood pressure... ?

Yes, I took me temperature last night and it was 34.8℃.

I know right... Not a temperature a living human should have.

Gah!!! It's turning round and round. Damn it. Maybe I'm better off sleeping, but I want to finish reading up Chemistry by today!

Oh, and Kirai.

Ugh. I shall persevere. (Though I feel like I'm going to die.)

That will be all for today.

Doll

2010-10-04T21:37:00.004+08:00

So I wrote an essay again. Since my teacher said to do an essay on any topic.

It's certainly troubling, since I just chose whatever I wanted to write. I thought it was on my 100 themes challenge, but unfortunately, no.

Shit, I'm still in the atmosphere of my essay. The tone and diction are not like my usual writing.

I should revert back.

Doll

Rated: K+

Obsidian eyes opened. A long, slender limb uncovered that blanket that covered her. She got out of bed.

‘knock knock’

The door opened. “Lady Sanguine, are you awake?”

She looked at her maid who was peering through the sandalwood double doors. ‘Come in.’ Her monotonous voice floated across the room.

Sonia entered the room with a smile and immediately started brushing her mistress’s waist-long hair. “Lady Sanguine, you’re so beautiful!”

She looked at herself in the mirror – big onyx eyes with long fluttering lashes, a button nose and luscious red lips stared back. Her silky long hair was being held in Sonia’s hand as the servant gently brushed her locks. Her flawless complexion, translucent milky skin was what made her so enchanting.

She looked on, as Sonia got her ready…

xXxXxXxXxXxXx

Descending the stairs, Sanguine was greeted by the maids of the household. “Good morning, lady Sanguine!” They all chorused as they bowed forty-five degrees at their young mistress.

‘Ah, Sanguine! You’re here!” Her father exclaimed, sitting at the dining table.

“Our beautiful Sanguine is finally up!” Elizabeth snorted as she turned back to her meal. “Ah, you’re right sister Elizabeth! Our dearest sister is finally up!” Catherine agreed with a fake smile.

Sanguine lifted her dress as she did an elegant bow. “Good morning: Father, sister Elizabeth, sister Catherine.”

The two blonds just looked at her with contempt and once again regained consuming their food with a ‘hmph!’.

Sanguine joined them for breakfast.

xXxXxXxXxXxXx

Evening was approaching. In the horizon, a horse carriage with white horses could be seen. Their destination was the Bathory household.

xXxxXxXxXxXxXx

“Welcome! How nice to see you again, sir Neville!” Mr Bathory greeted warmly as the man exited the carriage with two young men – From their appearance, one is a noble, and the other was probably his servant.

“Mr Bathory! Good day to you too! Oh yes, this is my son, Ludwig!” The handsome man with long, brown, wavy hair took off his tall hat and greeted his father’s business rival.

“Good day, Mr Bathory. I am Neville Ludwig, currently twenty-two. Nice to meet you.” He took a bow.

“Oh, what a fine young man! Please, let’s talk more inside my humble abode.” Mr Bathory led the way.

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXx

“My jewels! This is sir Neville and his son, Ludwig. Now, introduce yourself.”

The three ladies stood up. “My, what a fine man.” Elizabeth bowed. “Bathory Elizabeth, pleasure to meet you.” Ludwig took her hand and brushed his lips gently over her knuckles. “You’re beautiful yourself, Lady Elizabeth.” She batted her eyelashes flirtatiously.

“My Lord, my name is Bathory Catherine. Please to meet you.” She bowed gracefully, stealing the attention of Ludwig from her older sister. Elizabeth briefly frowned. “Another young pearl, nice to meet you too.” He did the same with Catherine’s hand.

As he looked up, he saw the epitome of an exquisite gem. She bowed slightly, and he was enchanted by her. “My, my… What do we have here? She’s… Perfect.” He took her hand in his as he knelt. “May I have the honour of learning about my lady’s name?” She looked at him, “My name is Sanguine, Bathory Sanguine.”

“What a beautiful name, befitting of a beautiful woman!” She bowed, “Thank you, my Lord, for the compliment. I do not deserve it.”

Elizabeth and Catherine looked on in distaste. It was always her that got the exceptional praises, always her that caught the men’s eyes, always her!

“No, no. That couldn’t even begin to describe your appearance! May I know… If your highness is taken?”

Mr Bathory interrupted with a boisterous laugh, “Oh, no! My dear Sanguine is only sixteen!”
“Marvelous,” Ludwig smiled. “Is my Lady interested to enter a courtship with me?”

The man once again laughed, “Of course! A lady can only hope to enter a courtship with a man as fine as yourself! Isn’t that right, Sanguine?”

She looked at her father, his silent order hanging in the atmosphere. She bowed again, “Why, of course, my Lord.”

XXxXxXxXxXxXx

She could not sleep. The bright moonlight shone on the rose garden of the Bathory family. Sanguine sat at the fountain, just staring into space.

The bush rustled.

Alarmed, she looked to her left. “… Who?”

Suddenly, a man appeared from within the bush.

He had short black hair which was quite messy – his clothes implied that he was a servant. Since he was not of the house, he must be Neville’s servant.

They stared at each other for what seemed like eternity. It was he, who broke the contact.

“Ah…! I’m sorry, really! I had no intention of looking at your highness with my filthy eyes! Please pardon my rudeness!” He prostrated himself before her, trembling.

“… No. It’s alright.” He looked up at her with his brown eyes. “The night is beautiful.”

“Ah… Yes, indeed.” He slowly stood up.

She smiled.

xXxXxXxXxXxXx

The bell chimed.

It was her wedding day with Ludwig.

Her father had accepted the proposal on her behalf.

Walking down the aisle, she spotted the nameless servant. Her eyes drooped, just a little as she looked at his smiling figure from behind her veil.

Her obsidian eyes closed, shutting out her emotions once and for all. It was just her selfish desire, the selfish desires of a doll…

Oh yes, and someone stole my name on Twitter. Damn bitch...

Yes, there's a reason for Sanguine's name. Figure it out yourself. I think I did a pretty good job on this story since I included literary devices.

Mah.

Oh yes. I created a FictionPress account. Please do visit me.

This is why I'm smart

2010-10-03T18:39:00.001+08:00

I am blogging a hell load.

Hm.

So. People ask me why I bother to study if I'm smart.

Well. BECAUSE I'M SMART THAT'S WHY I STUDY.

If I don't study and can pass, then I should study and get an A!

This is why I'm smart.

Shoujo mangas are unbelievable.

2010-10-03T17:36:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I don't like reading shoujo mangas.

Mah. It's like, the characters are what? 12-14? It pisses me off because I don't believe in teenage love.

Well, there's one exception perhaps. Tokyo Crazy Paradise. I picked it up and started reading it again.

My second time now.

Well, the characters are 14, and they are unbelievably mature.

Then again, you have to take a look at the setting of the manga.

Say, Tokyo Crazy Paradise is set in AD 2020, where criminals commit crimes in board daylight, and people just turn a blind eye to it.

It's said that a girl can get raped in public and no one would care.

Apparently, she deserved it because she was walking alone outside. -.-

So I get the idea that most kids grow up to be very mature because of the merciless social environment.

That's an exception, because it makes sense. However, for others...

I don't believe that a 12 year old would have a "first love" and that they can "fall in love" at 14 because it. Doesn't. Make. Fucking. Sense.

It seems like a stupid idea anyway if you ask me. Which is why I tend to enjoy shounen mangas better, and setting where they are in high school. (16-18)

Romance happening around this age is more sensible if you ask me. Not to mention it actually makes sense.

12 is just... I just don't fucking believe. They barely grew any hair in the first place. (Well pardon the crude language.) 14 is like... Stupid.

15 is acceptable sometimes. SOMETIMES.

That's why sometimes I actually enjoy Josei mangas more, such as Nana and Paradise Kiss since it's more realistic and focuses more on women instead of girls.

Then again, Josei mangas tend to be more tragic (Due to the fact that it's realistic. Face it, we all know, in reality, life does not have a happy ending most of the time.) so sometimes I stick to Shoujo mangas.

For people who don't know what the heck I'm talking about:

Shoujo (少女): A genre suitable for girls from age 10 - 18. (Though I myself thinks that it's more of a 14-18 due to some content...)

Shounen (少年): A genre suitable for boys from age 10 and above. (I do prefer this to any other genres because it's the most awesome out there.)

Josei (女性): A genre suitable for girls in their late teens and adult women.

Seinen (青年): Though the kanji is "youth" but it's for males in their late teens and adult males.

I admit, I read all of them.

A typical shoujo manga is Skip Beat! (Which I hate) where this girl was dumped by her boyfriend who became a star and sworn to take revenge. Personally, I think this is more suitable for girls around 15-18.

One more suitable for really young girls would be... Hm. Something mild like Fly High! or something. Since there's no sexual innuendos like some shoujo mangas.

For shounen, well, as we all know. My favorites. Hunter x Hunter, One Piece, Get Backers, 666 Satan and TONS. I'm better off not listing them. (But it's weird because some of them just isn't that suitable for kids. Like Rave Master, One Piece and 666 Satan. I have to admit, there's just so much. SO MUCH. Sexual innuendos sometimes. I hate ecchi, by the way.

Speaking of ecchi (エッチ): It's a genre where there's a hell load of (unneeded) fan service and is a borderline porn kind of thing. Panties shot, lots of sexual tension and stuff. It gets irritating. (Oh, and not to mention sometimes when I'm getting along in the anime or manga, it pisses me off so much that I just drop it.)

Okay, back on track.

Kiseijuu that I just finished is an example of a seinen manga.

I guess why I can read unfinished shoujo mangas and not shounen mangas is due to the fact that I will get addicted to shounen mangas and not shoujos. Therefore, it is safe to say that I won't go into withdrawal syndromes when it comes to shoujo mangas, which I encounter a lot, with shounen mangas.

Shounen mangas are my life. Therefore I don't want to suffer. LOLs.

Goal

2010-10-03T15:47:00.002+08:00

Well I am currently reading Yankee-kun to Megane-chan since the new chapters are up.

And! This guy said "To succeed, you need to make sure to make studying a habit!".

It reminded me of my friend MTBS ya. LOL.

Hm. Maybe I should do something like that. I AM feeling that it's a waste since I know that I can do it if I just put my heart to it.

Meh. Now. I want to finish up Chemistry within this week. So the deadline is 9th October.

Then, I'll start on Mathematics and Physics. Since, you should know, Physics and Mathematics are even more closely linked compared to Physics and Chemistry.

Then I'll have a few more days left. I'll use those days to pump in knowledge on Social Studies. I'll just need a few hours for that one. Shouldn't be a problem.

Then I guess it'll be enough preparation for myself.

I do have to thank One Piece for being out on 30th September, since I suffer from withdrawal syndromes when it comes to it. Now, if I could just take 3 hours out everyday for studying. (Let's not count school. I am just... I don't really do anything in school anyway.)

Oh. That reminds me. I can just use my school hours to do my revision. Then all will be good.

Then I will have free time at home!!! *laughs*

Kiseijuu

2010-10-02T23:28:00.004+08:00

I just finished Kiseijuu and it was awesome. The theme was psychological, and well...

It still doesn't change my opinion of humans.

In Kiseijuu, it has something to do with parasites invading the Earth and taking over humans and killing others as food.

Of course, when humans found out they labeled them as monsters.

Then, at the end of the manga, the human mayor who was in cahoots with the parasites said "You humans are the monster!".

However, the conclusion was that, all living beings coexist. However, no one thing rule over another thing. Human's killing and eating animals, animals eating others, parasites eating humans... It's all part of the life cycle.

Doesn't it make humans as cruel as the parasites since they eat other animals? However, it never occurred to the humans, because they think that they rule the Earth.

No being is superior to the other, and humans are certainly not the strongest.

However, just because humans are a bit more intelligent, they all came to the same conclusion and think that they are the rulers of the Earth.

No way...

The parasites killing people weren't wrong. The humans killing the parasites weren't wrong either. All of them did it to survive.

However, from another perspective, killing is wrong. But doesn't that make all humans guilty of such a crime? Humans are allowed to kill parasites and animals, yet animals and parasites (The so-called monster just because they are unidentified beings) killing humans is a crime?

See? This is the irony.

Therefore, I still don't change my point of view. Humans are the most vile of all.

Apart from that...

I realized that One Piece is back on MangaFox!

I wonder why though. Wasn't it licensed? Meh. I'm happy as long as I can read it.

Gokusen

2010-10-02T14:15:00.002+08:00

So this is the watch that I got yesterday.

Anyway.

Yuki will be coming over to study with me later. (I know right, studying and I doesn't go in one sentence.)

I'm almost finish with Gokusen. All that's left are the specials.

Note to JCSM, JTJK and MTBS: I ordered your stuffs already. Will get back to you guys again.

Hm.

2010-10-01T21:18:00.001+08:00

So I got my new watch.

Never mind, not important.

I'm pissed about something, but I want to confirm it first...

Ate lunch with MTBS, then I had dinner with JCSM and Yuki. Fun. =D

Want to do it again sometime. Hahaha.

One Piece 598

2010-09-29T21:55:00.005+08:00

Spoiler for One Piece:

Oh my God, oh my God I am so damn excited!

Tomorrow... One Piece will begin running again!

OH. MY. GOD.

Actually, I have the raws for the manga, but it's not all that clear.

Seems that there's some stupid idiots that started posing as the Strawhat pirates. Damn ugly, may I add. -.-

Isn't it like soooooooooo obvious that they don't resemble the wanted posters at all?

...

Okay, so Nami has long hair now. Sanji grew a beard. HE CHANGED HIS HAIR PARTING.

So... Hahaha, you'll know when you see him. Hilarious.

Usopp actually looks reliable! He's grown muscles and maybe isn't that cowardly anymore!

Franky is... Bald. SHIT. I want his trademark hairstyle back!

Chopper is... Chopper. Still as guillible as ever. I mean, he actually mistook the fakes for the reals. -.- But at least he realized that the "Robin" looks scary. (Quit smearing Robin's name, asshole.)

Brook is a superstar. *laughs* He didn't change much. Well~ A skeleton can't change anyway.

Luffy is... Luffy. But he have his fair shares of battle scar! A scary-looking one at that.

Zoro has a sexy scar on his face, over his right eye. He's. Smexy. (Next, I didn't want to mention this at first...)

Oh my God. You know... Zoro looked as if he lost an arm. FUCKKKKKKKKKK.

I don't want that to happen. I mean... HE USES SANTORYUU FOR SHIT!!!

Damn... I am so... Anxious to know.

Yesssssssss. I've been waiting.

Nico Robin. She lost her bangs. Geez, I liked them a lot. But! She combed back her hair like Crocodile (LOLs.) and she looks even more sexy. I see a lot of comments like "Robin is officially the hottest babe in One Piece now!" or "Loooked fine :P OMG SHE'S HAWWWT" and "I didn't think it was possible to improve on Robin but Oda actually pulled it off (+18000)."

Aw~ Because Robin is so hot that she started smokin'.

Meep~~~ Robinnnnnnnnn~~~ She's so awesomely, freakishly, superbly, magnificently pretty!

OMG ROBIN!!! *nosebleeds and faints*

There's one more reason I don't want Zoro to lost an arm.

Well... This is a tad embarrassing... Never mind, I shall keep it to myself.

One word to sum it up:

ANTICIPATION.

Edit:

One more thing. I wonder if their bounty will skyrocket?! Oh, and the fakes can probably pull it off because their pictures were taken off since the marines thought that they died. (Well they did disappear for 2 years...)

Mononoke Hime

2010-09-28T22:08:00.005+08:00

I decided to clean up my fan fiction links a bit. Those that I can remember (Which means they are really good) I'll leave it there.

Those that I can't recall with just the name, I'll delete them.

Then...

I finished the movie Mononoke Hime yesterday. It was done by Walt Disney of the East, ~~Miyao Hayazaki~~ Hayao Miyazaki (LOL, I can't seem to get his name right).

This one talks about the coexistence of the nature and humans.

Wheres the animals of the forest and the Gods (Well, what the Japanese believed anyway. You know: e.g. fox Gods they call Kyuubi... ) protect the nature and the humans destroy it.

That was the age when people just discovered Iron. To extract iron they cut down the trees to find the ores. Therefore the animals who plants the trees were angered.

Well, the main character, San (Meaning third. Most probably due to the fact that she was the third daughter of the Wolf Goddess.) was a female human raised by wolves. Therefore she became like the animals and started to hate humans.

(I wanted to declare my hatred for humans and stuff but I shall leave it for another day.)

Then there's this guy called Ashitaka who respected both the nature and the humans.

He knew that the humans needed the natural resources to survive and improve, but he also respected that the animals needed their natural habitat in order to survive. -

The humans were destroying the homes of the animals and chasing them out of their homeland.

Therefore, San seeks to kill the humans. (Mainly their leader Eboshi.)

I don't quite get the gist of it, but I think what the movie was trying to convey was that humans and nature should learn to co-exist.

Yes, humans shall take what they need, but remember to pay back.

That's the thing that humans never learn even as they evolved and grow. -

They are still the selfish bunch that only knows how to take, but not give.

This is why they incurred the wrath of the "Gods" of the land.

There was this part, where I thought the God of the land will give life to the Boar God and the Wolf Goddess, yet, he took their life away.

What was it trying to convey? Was it that even though they try to protect it forever, they can never live long enough to protect it?

After all, the nature is different from us humans, and them animals. We are born, we live, we die.

The natures went through this cycle several times. However, along the way, they adapt and change due to the changes that we humans make.

If nature can give in to us, why can't we humans try to give back to nature? Isn't it common courtesy to not take things for granted and to repay the kindness?

I guess in this age, no one remembers that anymore...

Edit: For MTBS:

If you're interested in fan fictions, but don't know what to read, try Torenza. She's a very good author that I've been following since like, 12. (Just look at the amount of reviews. The average amount of review a person will get a chapter is normally 7 or take or plus 2. She hit 600 reviews in one fucking chapter. Something I can never dream of achieving. -.-)

Since you don't watch the anime InuYasha I suggest you read the stories which have an "AU" label in the summary. It means Alternate Universe, so you don't need any prior knowledge of the anime to get what is happening in the stories. Just read it like a plain text. Some of them are The Price of Freedom, Bottled Genius, 28 Days, Soul Exchange, Life Exchange (Sequel to Soul Exchange) and Dead Famous. Don't read the in-complete ones. She won't be updating anymore.

There's also one good author, but unfortunately seems that she had quit fanfiction since she plan to publish her own books someday. I'll update you again if I come across her.

Damn itttttttttt. 24 days left.

2010-09-28T19:14:00.007+08:00

I am now desperate for Dolly Wink and Strapya-World sprees ya.

Shit. I want my bloody nail polish, like, lavender and Mint green - Not colors you see everyday. Not to mention it's a really nice color.

I'm gonna die, I don't care. I want it. >/_\<

Oh, that's Itachi's face. This is mine. 0-(>-<)-O

Yes, I'm about to punch someone.

Ugh, and I need money, money, money.

If I can't spree from Strapya-World I can't start doing my phone!!!

Oh. I realized today that my first paper for my major examination is on the 21st. -.-

Some awesome shit that is. I'll admit, I got a bit anxious. LOL. Since I thought it was 25th. Not even one month left.

Geez. I should really start taking note of my examination timetable.

I've always lived by:

*One day before*

Me: What do we have tomorrow?
Friend: *answers*
Me: Oh cool. Okay.

To be honest all I ever needed was like... Information for what stationery to bring. xD Yeah, pretty bad habit there.

So I decorated my MP4. (White thing is fake whipped cream.)

My nail polishes.

Acrylic for 3D sculptures.

LOL.

I know, looks like toy. Eat them, won't you?

Okay, I seriously didn't know I got so many. JTJK suggested a financial manager...

Oh, my baby. AHHHHHHHHHHH~~~ I can't wait to paste it on!!!

Zoro~~~

I know this isn't making sense since I'm 24 days away from my examinations...

But... One Piece is in TWO DAYS!!! ZOMG I'M COUNTING DOWN!!!

(I'm so wrong with my priorities...)

Oh. I finished Tantei Gakuen Q - Premium too. It was nice. Haha, (Spoiler) Kyuu and Megu got together. Mm.

And OMG can you believe it? KEROBEROS!!!

I love him so much!!!

Okay. Shut up. LOL, but Ryuu is cute. WAHAHAHA!!!

Ageha

2010-09-27T17:08:00.002+08:00

I decided to do a look inspired by Age-jos.

Well, JTJK told me I look like a pornstar, which I ROFL at, but let's leave that for later.

Well, I do look good in silver hair.

Look at the girls below.

Well, the difference is that I'm much younger, but let's continue on with the topic. (I am feeling bitchy right now.)

Obviously only the dress that I was wearing was of Ageha fashion. Well, the eye lashes might have been there, but there's no usage of eyeliner, which all Age-jos uses.

I guess it's the society here that can't accept this kind of dress-up. In Japan, people dress like that 24/7.

However, here, I'm thinking people don't give a damn how they look, which actually I'm quite annoyed about.

Since they don't care, when they see people that actually care about their appearance, they stare and comment.

Well, let me say this - It's pretty rude.

You won't ever see people wear those unless they are attending a ball, which in my opinion is quite retarded.

This is why I can't ever find nice clothes that I like here, since all of them are simplified to the max.

I just like to dress explicitly, so ignore me. More like, I'm ignoring what the commoners think.

I guess that's how I actually developed a superiority complex.

When people think that you're weird, you don't give a shit because they are weird, so I think everyone who goes with the flow blindly is inferior. End of story.

Eco-friendly

2010-09-27T13:36:00.003+08:00

I just received my spree stuff, and am happy!

However...

I just hope that they'll be a bit more eco-friendly...

So, I didn't go to school today. =O

Will have more updates.

Edit:

Ugh. I'm angry. The main thing why I bought all these in the first place is because of my dolly wink nail polish. Now where the heck are they?

I don't care. No matter how many times I spree I'm going to get them!

Grrrrrrrrr. But they're fucking expensive and bloody small. Damn it.

Luffy & Ace

2010-09-26T17:42:00.002+08:00

Spoiler for One Piece.

LOL!

Isn't Luffy sooooooo cute?

HAHAHA! He's really cute. Hehe!

Luffy: *crying* That was shcary... I fwought I was gunna diiie...
Ace: Shuddup! Just how long are you gonna cry for anyway?! I hate weaklings, and crybabies!! You really piss me off!
Luffy: :x
Ace: Oh.
Luffy: *bow* Shank you. F...fur shaving me... uuu... (Aw~~~)
Ace: GODDAMN YOU!!!
Sabo: *grabs Ace* Hey, hey!! He's just thanking you.

HAHAHA!!! Luffy is so kawaii~~~ Nyoooooooooooh.

He's just sooooooo cute! Especially when he told Ace "Let's be friends!".

CUTEEEEEEEEEEESY~~~ Maximized!!! *faints*

Will he?

2010-09-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

Spoiler: One Piece

I have a revelation all of a sudden.

Is Luffy going to die after all?

1. Using Gear 2nd and 3rd is detrimental to his health and he uses them frequently.

2. After Magellan poisoned Luffy, he was injected with healing hormones which will shorten his life span.

3. As a foreshadow, Luffy wants to be the Pirate King, and we know that he will become the Pirate King. The previous Pirate King Gold Roger was executed, and he can't be that old. So will Luffy die just like him? ...

Fuck, all these things are making me a bit... Edgy. I don't want to watch an anime and then when it comes to an end, they die.

It will be a fuckinggggggggggggggg epic ending.

PREMIUM!!!

2010-09-24T21:40:00.002+08:00

I got my Tantei Gakuen Q - Premium!!!

Finally I can read the epilogue of the story.

After I finish, it will be on the shelf for lending.

Though, sorry to tell some of you, it's Mandarin print so yeah.

I'm going off to read One Piece again.

See? I am hardworking, just not in the sense that you presume it to be.

Feminist or not?

2010-09-23T21:04:00.002+08:00

This is my so-called successful Nico Robin.

So, I seem to have aroused the interest in fanfiction in MTBS. Well, it's more of a need to enjoy her writing though. (At least according to herself.)

Well, there are quite a few good authors.

Hm. Okay. Now, I shall wish my brother a happy birthday.

Oh yes. I was having this conversation with JTJK and it kind of struck me.

I am not a feminist, but I despise damsels in distress.

They. Are. Annoying.

I can't help but think that a who can't do anything is nothing but thrash. That applies for men as well.

I can't stand girls thinking that making males wait for them is a right. No. It's not.

Just like how I believe that even though a guy should offer to pay on a date, the guy shouldn't buy stuffs for the girl unless it's a special occasion and it's a gift. Yes, it only applies to movies, dinner and stuff that the two share, not something that just the girl wants.

So yeah. I may not be a feminist, but I partially agree with their reasoning.

I guess that's what made me hate Suckura Whoruno. She's so useless. At least Nami was cool. She suffered a lot, and she's trying to be strong. I don't blame her.

Normally I would have disliked a girl with Nami's personality.

Dude.

血染め椿

2010-09-21T19:19:00.007+08:00

Spoiler alert: NARUTO

Okay. Today in Literature class, MTBS showed her essay to my teacher. While it was good with a nice plot and has perfect grammar, he said it was kind of flat with not much emotions involved.

This reminded me of a fiction that I did last year as a birthday fiction for Hyuuga Neji from NARUTO.

I think I'll post it here just because I feel like it.

For people who doesn't watch/read NARUTO, please read this before you read the story or you would not be able to understand the content of the story. People who knows about NARUTO, just read the notes after the story. Go ahead and skip all these long-ass explanations. The story begins when the text changes colors.

1. In the NARUTO universe, Hyuuga Neji and Hyuuga Hinata are cousins from the same Clan. However, Hyuuga Hinata is the rightful heiress to the seat of the next leader of the Clan. The village they reside in is called Konoha.

2. Neji and Hinata's fathers are twins, but Neji's father was the younger brother. Thus, Neji is from the "Branch Family" of the Hyuuga Clan, and Hinata the "Main Family". (So Hinata has a higher status compared to Neji.)

3. In the NARUTO universe, the characters can use fantasy-like techniques such as controlling elements of the nature, or use cursed techniques to kill their opponents.

4. The character Neji has a swastika-like symbol on his forehead. It is the tattoo that symbolizes his status as a branch family member, something to prove that he is of a lower standing than Hinata. (At the same time this is a curse to prevent the branch family from defying the main family.) This curse can be activated by some "spells" that the main family uses and causes a splitting headache and blindness or destroy brain cells in serious cases. (And it's common sense that when too many brain cells are destroyed a person can die from the immense pressure dealt to the brain.)

(Though I'm not into this anime anymore, Neji is hottttttt.)

5. Hinata is the heiress of the family, so it's her duty to marry and have strong offspring which will carry on the family line. She probably can't marry the man that she loves since she has a duty to fulfill. (Note for people who watches/reads NARUTO, if you are actually reading it too just to refresh your memory: I know they probably inter-marry to keep the Byakugan bloodline going but let's ignore that.)

6. Killings were not unusual in the NARUTO universe. Arranged marriage are normal for future clan leaders, too.

7. Hiashi is Hinata's father and the current leader of the Hyuuga Clan.

8a. Katana is a traditional Japanese sword which are sharp enough to cut throught bullets.

b. Shiromuku is the traditional Japanese wedding gown.

c. Kimono is just a long robe that Japanese women wear.

d. Sake-exchange ritual is a formal step to getting married in Japan, like how the Christians need to exchange vows.

e. Haori is sort of like a overcoat in Japanese style.

f. Kunoichi is a female ninja.

g. Hitai-ate are the headbands used in NARUTO as a symbolism of the village of the people. They are normally seen on the forehead, but some people wears it differently such as Hinata and Shikamaru. Below, Neji is wearing the Konoha forehead protector A.K.A hitai-ate.

9a. Suffixes: Nii-san is "older brother".

b. Sama is a honorific for someone of a higher status.

c. Otou-sama/san means father, the first is more respectful compared to the latter.

That's a hell load of explanation, but I hope that cleared things up. Let's start.

xXxXxXxXxXxXx

Title: Chizome Tsubaki (Blood-stained Camellias as a direct translation.)

Summary: Their love was forbidden, and they will not escape the threads of fate. NejiXHinata

Beta-reader: Sakura Imai Hotaru

Pairing: NejiXHinata

Note: This is inspired by a video on Youtube called NejiHina doujinshi, First Love. You can listen to Utada Hikaru's First Love while reading.

xXxXxXxXxXxXx

From the day I was born, I already knew my fate was sealed. Being the Hyuuga heiress means that I have to make certain sacrifices.

The crush on Naruto faded, as I found myself getting closer to someone else.

He was my soul mate, my best friend, my first love.

However, the love was forbidden, for he was from the branch house, and I, the main.

Our fates were sealed.

There was no escaping.

xXxXxXxXxXxXx

The wind blew, and the blooming camellias decorated the path. The rich red color of the camellia reflected in her eyes. The kimono she wore was thick, but it didn't help to warm her much. A stream of cold air followed as she gave a sigh.

Fingering a Nanohana, Hinata smiled gently at it. 'A spring-flower blooming in winter? It must be strong…' She couldn't help but wish she was just like it.

"Hinata-sama," The voice was familiar.

"Neji-nii-san." She greeted quietly, standing up to face her approaching cousin, her face flushed from the cold.

"You shouldn't be here. The wedding ceremony is in a day's time." His forehead was bare of the hitai-ate, though the seal was hidden beneath layers of bandages.

There was a moment of hesitation.

"I… I don't feel that he is right for me." Lavender eyes focused on the frozen lake - her reflection looked back at her.

The man seemed startled. "Hinata-sama, what are you saying?" His eyes were hard.

"… I… Don't think I am good enough." She looked away and down – meeting red.

"You… You are very pretty," The all-seeing Hyuuga eyes missed the slight widening of her orbs. "If I was in another position, I'd surely…"

He did not need to continue; a grievous smile made its way onto the woman's face.

That was enough.

In the outstretched hand laid a hitai-ate.

"Hinata-sama, despite being so busy, you still helped me mend this?" He took the hitai-ate.

The gentle rays reflected off the steel on his forehead.

She took a few steps away.

"Next time…" A breeze swept up her long hair, the camellias filled the pathway. The silent words were carried away. "Okay?"

With one last genuine smile, she turned and ran as fast as she could in the restricting kimono.

"I didn't hear that clearly…" He looked away. "Oh well."

He took the opposite way back.

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXx

She wasn't feeling a bit of happiness even though it was her own wedding.

'It had to be done.' She had known that since she was born.

Her hand closed over her left breast.

So… Why did she feel such a painful ache in her heart?

The wedding will begin soon.

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXx

Almost everyone attended.

Everyone in the Hyuuga family of course.

She looked absolutely breath-taking in her shiromuku. However, the face of the bride wasn't a joyous one.

The sake-drinking ritual had begun.

The wedding bands were exchanged.

Hiashi nodded with approval.

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXx

He needed a breather.

Heading outside, he glanced at the sky.

It was clear.

The sign of a Konoha ninja was removed from its rightful place.

The hitai-ate was held in his hands, the inside facing him.

His eyes widen.

How could he not notice it before?

'Hinata-sama…'

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXx

Something was happening.

Ignoring the fact that she wasn't supposed to meddle in the Hyuuga affairs on her wedding day, she had a feeling that if she didn't follow her heart, she'll regret it forever.

Rushing down the corridor – her white dress trailing behind her – she slid open the door.

A person was lying on the ground. His frame was familiar, too familiar.

Clutching his head, he was screaming in total anguish.

Her father stood across them.

"Otou-sama! Stop it!" She knelt by Neji.

He doubled over.

"Otou-sama! Please, stop it!" Teardrops landed on Neji's cheek.

Finally, the struggling stopped.

The hitai-ate wasn't present on his forehead – where could it be?

The brown material peeked from underneath Neji's haori.

It all became clear.

"Neji… Neji-nii…" It was all but a susurration.

"Hi… Hi-na-ta… sama?" He couldn't open his eyes.

Tears overflowed, "Otou-sama… Please, please spare him…" The lavender eyes could not be seen behind closed lids.

Hiashi looked unimpressed.

"I will not tolerate such nonsense. He is of the branch house; you will marry someone of equal standing!" Hiashi barked. He wasn't pleased, not at all.

"Oto-" A murmur stopped her protest. "Hi… Hinata… I'd rather die… Don't, don't beg him."

He started coughing violently.

This wasn't good. Neji will die if he doesn't get into a hospital soon. Very soon.

She felt useless; she couldn't do anything to help the one that she loves.

Tears littered the tatami ground.

"You will go back to your husband, now." White eyes narrowed, Hiashi wasn't one who tolerates disobedience.

"…No." It barely made a whisper.

"No. I want to be with Neji." She was firm, he was all she wanted.

"You dare disobey me!" Hiashi was beyond furious.

The clock on the wall ticked away.

"…" He sighed. "Go."

Both of them stiffened, Neji tried to open his eyes.

He wanted to confirm that Hiashi was serious.

It wasn't a joke, was it?

"Just go." Hiashi turned away.

Hinata cried, but this time, it was tears of happiness.

She never looked as beautiful as now.

She needed to hurry, her husband would soon discover that she was missing at the wedding reception.

"Thank you, father." Supporting Neji on her shoulder was tougher than she thought, but she was a kunoichi.

It was his final gift to her.

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXx

"Neji… We need to get you to a hospital." She pleaded.

"… I know my own body; I'm going to die, Hinata." A smile.

She wiped her tears away.

"Neji…"

They were at the lake.

"Hinata… Go back, and live on. Promise me…"

She shook her head.

"Please… They will be here soon."

He was almost begging. Hyuuga Neji never begged.

Her heart shattered all over again, from the time she knew about the marriage, to Neji's waning life.

It was too hard for her to accept.

"Shimat-"

There was the sound of hurried footsteps.

Apparently heaven doesn't favour her.

Blood rushed upwards.

"Hinata!"

Her teeth were stained red; the ground was covered in blood – her blood.

In the middle of the puddle, the silver wedding ring danced.

The pure white gown was stained a sinful scarlet.

Thud

He followed.

Neji lay beside her, in her arms.

"Neji…" She drew out his hitai-ate.

"Will yo-" She chocked on her own blood, "Fulfil th- the promise?"

The smaller hands were encased by bigger ones.

"Yes…"

"Should we kill them?" A rough voice asked.

"They ran away from the Hyuuga house, they're criminals!" It was Hinata's betrothed husband.

She smiled.

He did, too.

The katana blades glinted in the dusk light.

The camellias bloomed.

The hitai-ate fell from Hinata's grip –

When we're reborn, please marry me.

xXxXxXxXxXxXx

Please read because this is important.

10. Neji wanted to say "shimata" which is somewhat like "Shit" or "Darn" when this ("Shimat-") came up.

11. Red camellias represent true love. I had originally wanted to use yellow camellias, for they represent longing but, they are not located in Japan so I couldn't put it in. Therefore I chose the second one – Red camellias.

12. When we're reborn, please marry me.

- This was embroidered in hiragana on the underside of Neji's forehead protector. (It's kind of ironic since he was wearing it against his skin yet he didn't realize it until the last minute.)

(For people who don't know, hiragana is the most basic kind of Japanese text.)

I wonder... If you felt sad too?

That was a longggggggg post.

Feminine guys?

2010-09-20T20:23:00.004+08:00

So. Jaejoong DOES NOT look like a girl.

Then again, I don't even know who he is until today and it's because of the thread. Oh well...

Junki doesn't look like a girl, but he has feminine features. He's cute.

Miyavi is REALLYYYYYYYY cute.

He does look like a girl in the picture below.

Hizaki from Versatiles (?). Again I didn't know that he existed till today, meh.

Yes. He indeed.

I'M NOT LYING ASSHOLE! THAT'S A GUY!

Anyway, on to the next one.

If you're talking about a guy that actually looks like a girl, Maya from L.M.C is who you are looking for. Well yeah I didn't know about that band until today either, much less Maya.

But I have to admit, he'll make a cute girl.

Next comes the rare case. Bill Kaulitz. Why?

He's not even a fucking Asian.

Guess what? I think he's the prettiest among all the guys that I posted. Might be the foreign blood, I don't know. He's really pretty.

It makes me jealous. -.- If I am half as pretty as them, FUCK IT. Life would be awesome. (Then again, maybe not, depending on the circumstances.)

But who gives a shit, it's true that pretty people are given advantages in life. This is why I must be pretty. HAH!

Or handsome. HAHAHAHA!!! Just wait. In a few years time I won't lose to them.

P.S Just a thought: (That I might actually carry out) I want to pluck off the latter half of my eyebrows so that I can draw my own. Not taking opinions from anyone for this, thanks.

Items here~~~

2010-09-20T15:42:00.009+08:00

My spree items arrived! There are tons of pictures here!

My first attempt to draw Nico Robin from One Piece.

I can't get her face shape right... It's pretty bad by the way. (Haven't drawn anything for like, 2 months.)

First attempt at Roronoa Zoro. (I know I mentioned that I drew something about them before, but that was purely Zoro's back view and Robin's silhouette.)

I think I did quite good, but let's look at the whole picture...

Yeah, Zoro's head is a tad too big and I screwed up his body. I can't draw naked guys for nuts.

This is just a practice. No one in particular. It was done quite a few weeks ago.

To be honest I was trying to draw Kurono Ran from Hana no Kishi in the two pictures above.

Another random piece that I did while I was kind of inspired.

Oh yeah, this is Nächte that I was talking about. Full name, Nächte Fascianne. (Pronounced as Nnoa-t, emphasize on the "N", somewhat like "naught" but not the ending is more gentle. Well, Fascianne is just feh-si-ann-e. It's not in Japanese pronunciation by the way.)

Next.

So finally, I uploaded my completed art work.

It's kind of abstract. It sucked, but I'm proud of it due to the amount of time I spent on it.
My spree items. Shit loads of eyelashes. Fake ones.

This is just something random since I felt like it.

In the midst of blogging...

My clothes that I ordered. I am too tired to try them on or what so next time perhaps.

*Special thanks to Miki for blogging about Ageha, the Japanese magazine. It was how I found these clothes since I never thought something like this would exist. ありがとう！

Oh yeah. Something about today. So I was collecting my stuff from the office (since the imbeciles don't deliver on weekends and there's no one at home early in the fucking morning on weekdays) then when I was about to leave with GK, some random old man (well he was in his forties but still) started correcting my English.

It was kind of annoying.

GK: What does DCLW do anyway? He don't need to study?
Me: Playing basketball? How I know?
Old man: It's "How do I know."
GK: Oh hi!

(They struck up a conversation.)

Old man: *turns* Are you from *****?
Me: ... No.

HELLO? YOUR TENSE WASN'T EVEN CORRECT! IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE "How should I know?" or "How am I suppose to know?" and not "HOW DO I KNOW" YOU MOTHERFUCKING BITCH!

Bloody hell, if your English isn't that good then don't correct me. Is it your business anyway? What pissed me off was that I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HIM. Who the fuck is he to judge me anyway? MY ENGLISH IS 100 TIMES BETTER THAN HIS FOR GOODNESS SAKE!

And how DARE he ask me if I'm from *****! Like, hey, fuck you! I LOOK MORE LOCAL THAN YOU DO, ASSHOLE!

Anyway, it was kind of infuriating. Totally ruined my mood.

Will be going back to ~~sleep~~ watching anime. Byes.

Atelier Royale Butler Cafe

2010-09-18T22:54:00.004+08:00

Firstly, I saw a guy with a Roronoa Zoro shirt and I almost screamed. DAMN I WANT IT.

Okay, now on to the real content.

This post is for my friends that are interested in the butler cafe.

Hope that you won't be disappointed, but there's no Usui Takumi.

This is the description from the website AFA X.

Let Atelier Royale Café’s charming butlers pamper you with a royal treatment.

Not forgetting all the lovely ladies in the house, and by popular request, Atelier Royale Café will be making its debut at AFA X this year. Atelier Royale is a butler café (執事喫茶 shitsuji kissa), a themed restaurant with well-dressed male employees in waiter's uniform or even a tuxedo. And we have specially selected a team of highly dedicated butlers to wait on you and serve a host of delectable light treats and refreshments at your fancy. Come with your friends and be spoilt like a princess for a day or two by our league of gentlemen, only at AFA X.

More details soon! Stay tuned!

This sounds crazy but Yui wants to go there and impress them with out butler-ly self.

The pictures of the butlers can be found here. Only two. Jin and Hiroshi, I believe.

Facebook group Atelier Royale

True, in this country a butler cafe wouldn't strive.

This is the promotional video.

Shit, I'm getting cut off soon. Need to go!

So just tell me if you want to go. No exact dates yet.

Cravingssssss

2010-09-18T16:33:00.003+08:00

I may be interested in History after all.

I'll like to learn more about artists and inventors, their works and about them.

I'm also interested in the Golden Age of Piracy.

Maybe when I have the time I'll read it up, since there seems to be a few interesting pirates such as Blackbeard, Captain Kidd and Black Bart.

Apparently they are the three of the more notorious pirates of that age.

Oh yes, and even to someone as uncaring about the world as myself, there are a few works that I am well aware of.

The Last Supper, Venus de Milo, Sunflowers, all of which I learned about in the anime Get Backers...

The ever famous Mona Lisa of which I knew even as a kid...

The Scream which was said to be stolen like a few years back which is worth millions...

So anyway, I'm kind of interested.

Oh yeah... Right now I'm a bit... Craving for animes.

Well, I am watching One Piece, but I'm at episode 405.

It won't take me more than a week to finish the latest (466?) episode if I watch at my normal pace. (Which is like 10 - 22 episodes a day depending on how much time I have.)

Well, on rare occasions like yesterday I watched only 5 episodes. (Sometimes when I'm too tired, 2.)

So anyway, I'll be looking for a new anime (Or manga, but mostly anime, since I'm craving for colors and movement) if I can. Ah~ Feel free to give recommendations.

By the way:

NO Kaichou wa Maid-sama
NO stupid shoujo mangas.
NO NARUTO.
NO Bleach.
NO Katekyoushi Hitman Reborn!.
NO retarded gag animes/mangas.

I want something with a good plot, good development. I don't like short animes by the way. At least 50 episodes, no shit.

(Short animes are either dropped, or just shoujo animes anyway.)

But if it's something good like Junni Kokki or Ghost Hunt I wouldn't mind. These are awesomely fabulous.

Google Chrome

2010-09-18T15:03:00.004+08:00

So I tried Google Chrome. There wasn't any navigation bar.

How bad is that?

So I turned back to Firefox.

Firefox is still the best. Customizable, pretty, fast and user-friendly.

I'm going back to explore my toolbar, bye.

Art is over

2010-09-17T20:18:00.002+08:00

So, 9 hours of art, straight. How awesome is that?

I managed to finish, barely.

I think I'm going to fail it, LOL.

So be it. If it happens it happens. I still have my other paper...

Hm. So I got back my essay. I got a 20/30.

Sheesh, it sucked ass.

Then my brother told me he got my spree items. When I got home, I realized that it's the fucking notification letter.

How amazing right?

Luffy vs. Hachi

2010-09-16T19:19:00.007+08:00

Spoiler for One Piece.

A new storyboard! I call this the showdown of the two retards.

This time I put the name of the person speaking as I think it's kind of confusing since they have their mouth open at the same time.

Zoro:

Nami:

Luffy:

Sanji:

Hahaha OMG I love Zoro's face when he's like amazed by Hachi's stupidity.

Luffy:

Zoro & Nami:

Luffy:

Hachi:

Luffy looks torn...

It's for this reason, LOL.

Zoro really is a demon, hahahahaha!!!

Skip, skip.

Hahahaha!!! I knew he would have a reaction like that, since he's Luffy. Hahahaha!!! But then he's really cute sometimes!

I don't want to post it. In case I spam. Since he looks really cute no matter when. Hahahaha~~~

What would you say about Romance?

2010-09-16T18:25:00.003+08:00

I never knew that there were other meanings to "romance" until recently.

Hm. I've always thought that romance was only prominent in love affairs and relationships, but I was wrong.

I fell in love with the word.

It's awesome how people call adventures and tales romance, a man's romance.

It's really cool, I like the tales. I like romantic tales.

But I'm not a romantic person in the sense of love. Not really, sad to say. (Though I would say it's fortunately, for me.)

But I guess I am a romantic person when it comes to life.

Though it's just a dreammmmmmm. Then again, that's what makes me a romantic.

A hopeless romantic. *sigh*

Zoro is awesome~!!!

2010-09-15T21:37:00.007+08:00

Warning: Spoiler for One Piece.

I skipped same scenes. Sanji interfered and Zoro knocked him out. Kuma agrees to his trade.

In case you can't see, "Pain and exhaustion.".

Skipped some scenes. So Zoro took the damages and Luffy is as high as a monkey.

Sanji goes around looking for marimo. (Zoro)

So he found him.

He saw Zoro, and is shockeddddddddd. EPIC shock.

Mm. He's sexy eh. Especially with all the blood running down his body. Mm~~~

This is the reason why I love Zoro so motherfucking much!

P.S I feel as if I'm very sick. My brother said so, but please tell me no?

Russian

2010-09-15T20:18:00.003+08:00

What the fuck!!! MTBS is an alien!!! Well, her results are anyway.

But then that's hard work. THOUGH~ I have to say, not everyone can score well JUST BECAUSE they work hard. No, no, no.

WHAT THE FUCK AGAIN!!! I was suppose to have my spree items arrive in postage form today. However, no one was home (as usual) and a notification letter was left.

HOWEVER!!! Since some fucking fat ass came home first, he probably didn't give a shit about it or threw it somewhere. Now I can't find it.

Gre-fucking-at.

Oh cool. I tried requesting for it and it worked! (Even though I didn't have the letter)

Cool. Yay, love it.

Okay, so... We were talking about mix-breeds in class today.

Humans, yes.

So, they were saying that Russian women are very beautiful, and MTBS (The one born to be an asshole, according to herself) said that they are sexy.

Mm. NICO ROBIN~

Oda stated that if she's in the real world, she'll be russian. Mm. Russian women are hot.

Like Nico Robin. HAHAHAHA~

By the way, in the picture above... Isn't her boobs a bit too small. I mean, Robin is a F.

SEE~?

Sorry, couldn't resist the last picture. She looks fucking gorgeous here.

...

2010-09-14T20:44:00.003+08:00

So, I finally finished my (fucking) canvas today~~~

*Floats around*

Oh yeah I can't.

Anyway, it was really tiring. Dude. It sucks. My back hurts.

AHHHHHHH.

So.

Mm. Wait, what was I about to say?

Oh yes...

Preliminary examinations are over.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

Don't ask me why I'm fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk-ing.

It meansssssssss. ...

NORMAL SCHOOL DAY STARTS TOMORROW!!!

God-damn-it!

GRRRRRRR. *bites off your head*

Oh sorry. I'm not Franky, I don't bite.

ARGHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~

Hey and I realized that "Tau Sar" is Red bean!!! WHATTHEFUCKKKKKK.

Oh my God I was such a retard!!! I didn't knowwww..........

Okay, even though I'm typing like this I am not high, don't worry. Gonna watch One Piece. Animecrazy is failing on me.

FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

Chemistry

2010-09-13T18:04:00.001+08:00

Zoro and Robin have chemistry, yo~

Yes, Love-cook is embarrassed.

LOL. He helped the retarded trio Franky, Usopp and Chopper in some funny plan.

Zoro and Robin have chemistryyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~ Mmmmmmmmmm.

Solstice???

2010-09-13T10:32:00.002+08:00

I know this sounds ridiculous but I really~ can't help but think that the summer solstice is occurring today -

Since it's suppose to be around June 21 and it's farrrrrrrrr away.

Since it's September... Mid-September.

But this morning! The dawn was earlier than usual! And these few days the day is ending later.

Meh. I guess it's just some sort of thing going on, though I don't know what exactly.

Oh yeah, and due to some retarded practical examination on Physics/Chemistry tomorrow we have to stay locked up in a stupid room under supervision of teachers for 4 hours.

Can you believe it? FOUR. FUCKING. HOURS.

!!!

Damn it. Why don't you just kill me now??? No electronics either! ... MP4s allowed? I really feel like watching One Piece. After all, you know that I can watch it for like 12 hours straight if it's interesting enough. HAHAHAHA!

Damn tomorrow. Fuck.

Mm, food.

2010-09-12T19:23:00.007+08:00

Remember yesterday I said I'll cut my fringe?

Well, I ended up trimming a bit of my hair too, but I don't think it's noticeable.

Hm, I went out with Yui today, caught some really good lunch. Say, Pepper Lunch?

The food is really~ Good. Oh yeah, and know what, I'm really picky when it comes to food so trust me.

Well, this is the second time I go there but I went there once, and I didn't eat it because it was full of beansprout.

So this time I chose chicken because it's the most common and I don't like vegetables. Yes, I know it's unhealthy. Who cares?

I kind of miss Ishimura too. Well, sorry, no link this time, due to some reason.

I need good food. Oh yeah, I need to say this. Hm, I love Japanese food. Hahahahaha.

I should try more food, it's not bad you see.

I ate Andersen's Ice-cream, too.

I ate this, well, or at least something similar, since it had five scoops.

The ice-cream was... Moderate. I like Ben & Jerry's more.

Hm, more like... I guess the flavors are more appealing to me.

So that's all for today, folks. If I find any good food out there, I'll share.

Bye~

Edit: I just can't resist!

You may not notice the "shiver" if you don't look closely. (Their hand and head)

This picture is a bit more obvious.

The retarded cook Sanji.

Hehehe, Luffy looks so cute.

Zoro is as sexy as everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~!

HAHAHAHAHA~~~ EPICCCCCCCCCCCCCC.

P.S Zoro has dimples and double eyelids which = Sexyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~ HAHAHA! Though he was described to be a Japanese, therefore he shouldn't have double eyelids, LOL.

And Luffy is a Brazilian!!! Weird huh.

Something useful, finally

2010-09-11T19:53:00.004+08:00

Hoi hoi~

Finally an inspiration.

See, later I want to cut my fringe. Mm. I'm kind of bored with it, especially when it flies everywhere.

Then~ My manicure came off! Damn it.

Guess the rhinestones were just...

Then I ordered lots of products just to DIY my phone. When the stuff arrive and when I finish decorating it, I'll show ya~

MTBS: Hey, it's kind of late. I don't think I can order for you. Though, I have to say I ordered quite a lot, so if you want I can lend them to you. Well, with a price that is.

So, I want my phone to be uber awesome. Grrr. Blame that stupid guy who did such a bad skinning job of my precious phone. Ohoho, my phone will be revamped soon!!!

Aren't they like the best couple ever?!

Oh yeah, I wonder what kind of job I'll be having next time... It should be really fun.

After all, even when you say that education is important, most employer (Not office work) hire based on experience.

Oh yeah, I am not intending to get an office job, it would be too boring. I want something flexible, fun and different everyday!

A cafe sounds nice, hahaha. You know, I think my brother will become a chef! *chuckles*

He really likes to cook, LOL.

Then I can mooch off of him every time since I don't need to pay. HAHAHAHA!!!

Next, I'm planning on going to the chocolate buffet down town. Well, it's $45 per person, including tax since I counted it in. It was supposed to be 38.

But then a hotel MUST earn more than a million in a year so that means they will have the 7% tax that the government implemented. Well, I counted the service tax just in case.

If anyone is interested, it can be a group thing since it's not everyday that something like that comes around.

Okay, I'll leave my 17th and 18th blank for TQL who will have her prom night. It's a Thursday???

Weird. Hm, guess if I'm working I will have to get an off on those days.

I'm excited, wonder what the hell I will work as! Oh, I'll get information from Miki about her current agency...

If you get offended by hate comments don't read

2010-09-10T19:14:00.004+08:00

WHAT A FUCKING RETARD I BLOODY HATE THAT FUCKING BASTARD.

Oh wait, he's of the same blood as me.

What a fucking shitty little bitch. I hope he DIESSSSSSSSSSSSS GOD DAMN IT.

No, like I said, I don't say things out of pique. SO I FUCKING MEAN IT.

I wonder if I'll laugh at his fucking funeral.

He thinks he's so cool. If my mother doesn't give him allowance or help him do his bloody fucking chores or send him to school I wonder what the fucking hell he will know at all.

What a fucking piece of shitty little whiny pussy.

I hope he DIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS GOD DAMN IT!

I DON'T GET IT!

Why doesn't my mother just fucking throw him out of the bloody house!

I can confirm he will go out there and steal.

HUH. LET'S SEE HOW HE CAN SURVIVE IN THE FUCKING WORLD NEXT TIME.

His bloody attitude will get him no fucking where.

Well, hell maybe. I bloody want to torture him, slice off his flesh one by one and rip out his bones and throw him into a fucking gutter and feed him to dogs.

He thinks that he's always right, AS-FUCKING-IF.

HE'S ALWAYS WRONG BUT HE JUST WANTS TO BLOODY CONTINUE DOING IT BECAUSE HE THINKS THAT HE'S RIGHT.

Just like three years ago, when I fought with him, and he still thinks that he's right.

HAH! HE SAID "If he has a brain he won't follow in my footsteps.".

SO HE'S FUCKING ADMITTING THAT HE HAS NO BRAIN UH!

Well, stupid people will be stupid forever. JUST LIKE HIM. YES. THAT FUCKING BITCH OF A CUNT JEROD NEO JING HANG.

FUCK IT.

Bloody piece of shit, cunt, pussy, asswipe.

He really thinks that he's right. HE CAN'T EVEN DO A SIMPLE SHIT.

WHAT THE FUCK.

I never scolded vulgarities in front of my mother before but I think if he still speaks bullshit I will just scold him a "fucking bitch" in his face and fucking punch him or MAYBE CHOP OFF HIS FINGERS IF I'M FEELING BRAVE ENOUGH.

I really think in one day I will punch him and send him into hospital. I'm not fucking kidding. Oh, and just for your information, I WON'T EVEN PAY FOR HIS BLOODY HOSPITAL FEES.

Oh yeah. Dying is the best. YOU CAN JUST THROW HIM INTO THE SEA AND IT'S FREE HUH.

I FUCKING CAN'T STAND A WHINY BITCH WHO BLAMES EVERY FUCKING THING ON OTHER PEOPLE AND DOESN'T EVEN KNOW THE FUCKING BASIC OF FILIAL PIETY.

I REALLY WANT TO RIP HIS FUCKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG FACE OFF.

EW GROSS!!!

2010-09-09T19:52:00.003+08:00

ZOMFG I STEPPED ON A BLOODY BEETLE AND I GOT IT OFF WITH MY FINGERSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! HOW MUCH MORE FUCKING GROSS CAN IT GET?!

ZOMFG!

Edit:

So I realized I didn't blog about today.

Hm. I went to school for art.

Well, STILL have to finish it up like next week. Sheesh.

Then I had lunch with MTBS, then the other guys joined in later.

Well... Then you know, I got my piercing.

Ah~

Then I went to Yui's house. We decided on going out on Sunday instead.

Cool.

When I left, I met her ~~bitch of a~~ mother. I wondered if she got into trouble?

P.S I realized that her mother doesn't give her allowance. -.- AT ALL. I take back the $2 a day comment.

Wee~

2010-09-09T16:05:00.004+08:00

*laughs like a maniac*

I finally got my piercing on my left ear!

You ask me why? *giggles like a bitch*

Oops~

Ahem, cause I got the same ones as Zoro!

Hohohoho.

We have the same piercings!~

Yeehaw~

Signing off from Yui's laptop!

Alert

2010-09-08T22:35:00.002+08:00

Oh yes, I changed my e-mail, finally. I think it suits me, too.

Paradoxical Narcissist. *kiss*

90% done~

2010-09-08T19:32:00.002+08:00

Today's art piece. Ask me why it is different. You want to know? Really? Okay. I painted the background red instead of the original silver.

Oh yeah, don't mistake it. The wall behind is the same color so it looks weird. Not done yet though.

Still need to go back tomorrow. Sheesh, the background make me go back tomorrow since I didn't have enough time to fix everything.

Think I have to get a new email address but I still can't think of anything.

Fuck the day

2010-09-07T21:43:00.004+08:00

I'm seriously in a bad mood today.

First something happened with one of my friend, then when I took the bloody bus, I pressed the fucking bell but it was spoiled. Then I missed my bloody stop. If the bell is spoiled, CAN'T YOU BLOODY REPLACE IT?! IT'S BEEN A FEW FUCKING MONTHS GOD DAMN IT!

That just added fuel to the fire in me. I can't even bother to check what the hell I'm typing anymore.

Last time JTJK told me about something similar and today I experienced it first hand.

Then I can say I hate to wait for a few guys just to FUCKING WALK A FEW BLOODY STEPS. Is it so fucking hard? STOP WASTING MY TIME!

Especially when it's girls; THEY DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING WAIT FOR YOU! Why don't you try that on your fucking girlfriend and see what happens!? Oh yeah they broke up with you a long time ago.

And fucking keep your comments to yourself! NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR THOSE SHITS! But if you like people to do it to you then it's another story. People will do it for FREE BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT THAT ADORABLE.

P.S No I'm not trying to make you guilty or what, but think what you want. I don't want to bring it up either but it's not the first time.

Edit:

I have to say this. I had calmed down and possibly tried to make conversation, and I received "was that sarcastic?" and I can't help it but let my blood boil again. Well, I'll try to infer it as just a question instead of an assumption.

Been so long

2010-09-06T19:48:00.004+08:00

Okay cool. So I went back today (Though I was 4 and a half hours late) and did some art.

Look at the rose.

Next, I did my nails last night.

I love the four-leaf clover~

My favorite design!

My right hand.

Cool huh?

Lastly, AHWQ asked me, "Why do you only blog about One Piece?" I replied "Well, there's nothing to blog about." which is true.

SANJI YOU PIG!

2010-09-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

I'm going negative. No One Piece manga today...

For three more weeks too!!!

And... HANDS OFF, SANJI!!! DAMN YOU! ROBIN IS ZORO'S!!!

KEWL~

It's a Sunday, damn it.

2010-09-05T20:11:00.002+08:00

So, today is a Sunday, and I have to go back to school to do my canvas.

Have you realized? The color is really dull.

Anyway, I decided to do nail art tonight. It's suppose to be holiday for a week, but damn whatever entity that exists, we have to go back to do Art.

Hey, life sucks that way.

So I don't have enough asleep...

Then I guess I'll get some acrylic for nail art.

I have some really nice rhinestones, too. xD

Going to watch One Piece!

The Zoro

2010-09-04T15:42:00.009+08:00

Warning: One Piece Spoilers

Can I be reminded again why I love Zoro so much?

He have guts.

Below is a storyboard where he was trying to get a new sword.

He really doesn't think... He's a swordsman, and his hands are the most important thing to him. -.-

Then next is... A scenario where he's handcuffed together with Sogeking! (Damn I wanna be handcuffed to Zoro...)

And I just have to say this. Zoro normally looks hotter. This artist below is different from the artist above. Don't ask me how, I just know since I draw a lot myself.

(ROFL what kind of nonsense is that?)

There are also more tales in regards to Zoro's mentality: regularly resorts to drastic measures to solve simple problems, suggesting solutions that others would normally consider to be their last possible, worst-case-scenario choices. (As seen above)

Look at the picture below, see Zoro's ankle?

Isn't there like black stitches? He gave it to himself when he was stuck in wax, saying that he will cut them off in order to fight, though he doesn't know how he would fight without his feet. *shivers* He was, halfway through, when Luffy appeared. So he stopped. -.- Amazing, huh?

I remember Nami was saying:

Nami:*looks*
Zoro: *blood gushing out from the wax*
Nami: Do something about it! *shudders* Just looking at it hurts!
Zoro: Then don't look.

LOL.

This is just some really cool scene of when they're trying to rescue Robin. xD

Cut it!

2010-09-02T19:58:00.004+08:00

Another picture story!

Featuring~ ZORO!!!

I think you know what the hell Zoro cut.

*laughs*

Zoro~~~ I like him in the "Sengoku One Piece" version. He's a priest and Robin is a wandering don't-know-what that helps Luffy in secret. Hahaha!

So cute.

Names

2010-09-01T21:23:00.004+08:00

An update about One Piece again!

Zoro and Robin looks so sweet together. (Though in this picture they look anything but sweet... Aiyaya.)

Robin: It would be nice if we could use the Takoballoon to fly again.
Zoro: Yeah, that's a good idea!

Oh my~ I'm still awesome-ing at this.

Zoro protected Robin! HORA~

Eh... I know this is weird but Zoro always uses Wado Ichimonji compared to Sandai Kitetsu and Yubashira...

I guess it's his main sword, because it belonged to Kuina.

That's his only sword that cannot be replaced I guess.

Oh yes... You know, this is off tangent but -

Roronoa Zoro is SUCH A NICE NAME.

No shit, I'm not kidding. Actually Nico Robin is quite a cool name, but not as much as Roronoa Zoro.

The surname is awesome, and his name is bloody cool!

That's all for today!

One Piece

2010-08-31T19:09:00.009+08:00

Right after Skypiea, the crew once again free falls. From the sky, that is

Then it comes to the G-8 arc, and I can't help but think that Robin looks bloody cool in a Marine suit.

Hahaha, Robin sounds like an old woman when she calls them "boys" because all of them are in their late teens. Then again, she's old enough to be a mother. Not that I'll want her to have any kids with anyone unless it's Zoro. *gasp*

As always, the beautiful pirate-cum-archeologist makes a splendid escape.

She's so cool!!! Just in case you're wondering, she was swinging. (You know, how people use tree veins and swing to and fro in the jungle.)

There's this short 10-second scene that I can't help but laugh at, too.

Zoro is awesome, hahahaha~~~ I remember something like that once happened to Chopper...

Luffy: Let's go! *grabs Zoro and Chopper* Gomu Gomu no~ Rocket! *flies off from the snap*
Zoro: Ugh!
Chopper: WAHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~
Luffy: Ah! We're here!
Zoro: *sits up with a huge bump* I'll kill you, damn!
Luffy: Ah. Why are you sleeping in a place like this?
Zoro: IT'S YOUR FAULT!!!
Luffy: Ah, really? Where's Chopper? *glances around*
Chopper: *Lying in a pile of sand*
Luffy: Ah!!! What's he doing all the way over there? Is he trying to be funny? HEHEHE!!!
Zoro: *holds a katana to Luffy's jugular*
Luffy: I understand. It's my fault. I'm sorry.

It's epic how slow Luffy can be. Then again, he's the joy of the show. *laughs*

EDIT: I just have to add this in.

Zoro has really~ nice double eyelids. I think that's what makes him look sexy.

Please note Zoro's face.

The classical "Oi" handsign in One Piece.

Zoro has really~ nice eyes. HAHAHA!

In case you can't see, the red font is "Luffy:".

I can't help but think that...

ROBIN IS SO EVIL!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

I'm beginning to fall in love with picture story boards like this one. LOL. Oh, and my blog header picture. LOL.

Paradise Kiss

2010-08-31T15:25:00.004+08:00

I was bored yesterday night, so I started getting back to reading Paradise Kiss.

I had originally wanted to stop after volume two, but I found that I can't stop reading.

At the end of the story, they broke up.

Though, I guess it was expected. They were not happy with each other, and George was not a person who can be nice to anyone apart from himself.

He wasn't a man who will give up things just because of love, and that foreshadowed the fact that he mentioned that he will choose to follow his dreams instead of his love.

Besides, he wasn't making Yukari happy at all. Maybe she did feel blissful or content in some moments, but...

She got heartbroken even more. Even if they love each other, they can't be happy.

What he wants in life is not what she wanted in life. Therefore, they're too different when it comes to their desires in life.

I guess that kind of relationship won't even work out in the first place.

Though, I still like shoujo mangas, where there are happy endings. A girl can dream, can't she?

But this is a realistic ending. Muse and sexual attraction just doesn't support a relationship fully. Of course, there are exceptions, but this is talking about the general.

I guess I would never want to experience a love like this, or maybe I want to?

But I think I'm more like George than Yukari, and I would be the one who denies myself of love instead of my partner. After all, you know, I never did believe in love.

So I guess the ending was for the best -

Because, I never liked George, LOL.

After reading this though, made me realize that... I still like shounen mangas better. *laughs*

Going to engage in the thing that makes my life most blissful at the moment, One Piece!

Am I awesome or what?

2010-08-30T19:43:00.005+08:00

I was reading up on Enel from One Piece, and it was mentioned that he had a God-complex. I ran a check and I realized...

A god complex is a non-clinical term generally used to describe an individual who consistently believes they can accomplish more than is humanly possible or that their opinion is automatically above those they may disagree with.

Since I can somehow relate to it, just because I know I'm awesome, I delved further -

To find that it was linked to Narcissistic Personality Disorder.

Under Fanatic Type...

Paranoid personality disorder is a psychiatric diagnosis characterized by paranoia and a pervasive, long-standing suspiciousness and generalized mistrust of others.

It got me interested, and I read upon it further.

It is characterized by at least 3 of the following:

1. excessive sensitivity to setbacks and rebuffs;
2. tendency to bear grudges persistently, i.e. refusal to forgive insults and injuries or slights;
3. suspiciousness and a pervasive tendency to distort experience by misconstruing the neutral or friendly actions of others as hostile or contemptuous;
4. a combative and tenacious sense of personal rights out of keeping with the actual situation;
5. recurrent suspicions, without justification, regarding sexual fidelity of spouse or sexual partner;
6. tendency to experience excessive self-importance, manifest in a persistent self-referential attitude;
7. preoccupation with unsubstantiated "conspiratorial" explanations of events both immediate to the patient and in the world at large.

May I add...

[x] excessive sensitivity to setbacks and rebuffs;
[√] tendency to bear grudges persistently, i.e. refusal to forgive insults and injuries or slights;
[√] suspiciousness and a pervasive tendency to distort experience by misconstruing the neutral or friendly actions of others as hostile or contemptuous;
[x] a combative and tenacious sense of personal rights out of keeping with the actual situation;
[x] recurrent suspicions, without justification, regarding sexual fidelity of spouse or sexual partner;
[√] tendency to experience excessive self-importance, manifest in a persistent self-referential attitude;
[x] preoccupation with unsubstantiated "conspiratorial" explanations of events both immediate to the patient and in the world at large.

... I might, just really, have a problem, LOL.

Well, not that I mind. I never thought that I was normal anyway.

Tsk, just kiss the ground that I walk on, assholes. Just because. I. Am. Better. Than. You.

I. Am. Better. Than. You.

Yes, I am.

Zoro mah ♥

2010-08-29T18:14:00.003+08:00

I don't like it when it's Sanji and Robin!!!

This just emphasize on the reason on why I love Zoro! Look at his legs! Oh my God, it's so silky smooth! Also, the scars that marked him is also a favorite of mine! You know, scars are appreciated, if you ask me. Then again, I wouldn't like one on my face, for sure. But anywhere else, they're actually welcomed.

Oh my God Zoro is the man~ *laughs*

I REALLY like his legs, to be honest. HAHAHA!!!

Oh my God his muscles are to kill for!!!

Yay Zoro~

Luffy is a good singer huh?

Strapya

2010-08-29T14:31:00.003+08:00

I was looking around Strapya and I came across this!

Isn't that like the cutest thing around!?

Not to mention I'm interested in getting this.

And I'll like to decorate my phone with this~

I find this really nice, too.

I think when I gathered enough money and stuff, I'll get them all together. Then again, my phone color doesn't really go with those. So first I think I'll get a phone with nice color and stuff.

Also, I'm looking for something to hang from my phone...

They're nice right?

Manga guide to Physics

2010-08-29T13:14:00.005+08:00

I've found out about something awesome~

If I had this manga I will definitely score for Physics!

You know how much I love mangas. I'm thinking I should buy this thing or something. Or maybe I can find it somewhere.

Also, more ZoRo~

Mm~ I love Robin! Only she can pull off the cowgirl look so well.

Actually, I was going to make a sex joke, but never mind about that.

The only two who didn't join in the dancing during the campfire. Well, obviously because they're not as... Well, fun-loving in a sense compared to the others; though I would say it's because they're like-minded.

I love how Zoro and Robin can have a decent conversation without getting loud or annoyed at each other, unlike Zoro and Nami where she/he will scream at the other, or like almost everyone with Luffy, where they will end up kicking/punching/hitting/cutting him.

Then again, Robin is very patient even with Luffy, the one where no common sense will hit him unless you threaten to kill him.

I'm going back to watching One Piece.

Fun day.

2010-08-27T21:48:00.001+08:00

I pretty much had fun today, though I don't look it.

Hm, so I did my canvas, and I like to do it. Then I met Yuki and Yui for dinner.

These are my canvas.

Current progress...

After I did the sunflower.

A close up.

By the way, my mum cooked this yesterday. Hmmmmmm.

That's all for today!

ロビンわ話よ言い着ます？

2010-08-26T19:56:00.008+08:00

I know I'm making an awful lot amount of posts today, but then I have something to blog about. Just happened to be one of my more "inspiring" days, you know.

Anyway, mature content alert.

I can't seem to say how much I love it when Zoro stands next to Robin.

Oh yes, their first conversation was actually when Zoro didn't want to let her into the crew, and he was the only one left who was opposing:

Robin: This is not so bad, are they always this cheerful?
Zoro: Yeah, they're always like that.
Robin: *smiles* Really?
Zoro: *sneers and blushes* What is she planning?

LOL. It was so cute~ You know, when Zoro went red after Robin smiled.

Wah~~~ They're so cute!!!

So~ What I wanted to say actually, is that:

Nico Robin is not a virgin.

And no. I'm not defaming her. I like her, so I won't do that. What I'm inferring from is her background and lifestyle up until now.

See, she was on the run since 8. A kid, you know?

And she said that she was with different bunch of pirates in order to survive.

Nico Robin is by no means an unattractive woman. Besides, guys have needs.

Also, would you believe me if I told you that an attractive women who stayed with different men several times - plus they are not kind souls - will be able to stay pure?

Besides, she can't swim. It would spell her doom if she refused and was cast overboard.

Basically, she did it to survive.

I know, I know. But if you think about it, it makes sense.

*sigh* My poor Robin... I hope she can find love, care and solace in Zoro.

*sniffles*

Merry Kiss (c) sue

I don't make groundless comments by the way. I think they compliment each other. They're the two most mature members in the crew. Sides, I think Robin has a thing for Zoro.

Don't question me, it's just an intuition.

And. I think Zoro likes her, well, more like understands her.

I said, don't ask me why. I just think so. I mean, Robin stays in the ship to read her book, and Zoro sleeps on the ship. The others go out exploring.

She wanted to give him a blanket when he was sleeping outside.

Another time, Zoro happened to be training at I don't know where and Robin was reading her book there.

Also, when Zoro leaves the ship, Robin goes out shopping...

There was also once when Zoro was doing something embarrassing and got caught by Robin only. May I mention that Robin's always the one to guide him in the correct direction.

She flirted with him when she just got into the crew, by the way.

I so~ don't think those are coincidences, or maybe Oda is just being a huge asshole by making a fool out of us viewers.

さあな，解らない。

But I have to say that they're REALLY~ compatible.

Oh yes, please don't mock SasuHina, assholes. In my opinion, NaruHina is even more of a mission impossible, asses.

Gakuen memories (c) Lems

NaruHina is canon? HAH. Kiss my ass man.

Unexpected progress, really.

2010-08-26T17:09:00.010+08:00

The inevitable finally came!!!

I wonder if I should feel disappointed or happy...

One Piece is going to have a timeskip!

My Roronoa Zoro will finally become an adult!

This is lovely.

I was quite shocked at the progress though. It was... Unexpected.

Anyway, what I'm wondering is whether all of them will know about the existence of Haki, or even use it.

I sure hope that Luffy is not the only person who will!

It's really, really... Unexpected. I never did thought that Oda will use that. Then again... It's a shounen manga...

I just wonder how everyone will turn out.

Well, I'm more worried about Robin and Zoro... As you can see, they're my favorite, so...

Wah~ I just realized today that DCLW watches One Piece too! And his favorite is Zoro also! Wahahaha!!!

Oh yes. I might be thinking too much but...

They look like a family~ Robin the mother, Zoro the father and Chopper the son. (Though Zoro's a bit too young~ But then again Robin is too young to be Chopper's mother anyway. This Chibi-suke is 15!)

Man, I really like it when they draw Zoro and Robin in one scene.

Wah~ The family again!

Oh my God. This is possibly my favorite. It's like Zoro and Robin are a couple! It goes like this actually:

Robin: What about you?
Zoro: *turns* Yeah, I'll come along.

Oh meh Gawd~~~ They're super awesomely cute together! Looks like a little couple discussing about their plans, no? ↖(^ω^)↗

This is so cute! I know there's like everyone, but I think Zoro and Robin looks sooooooooo intimate here! So cute~~~ Oh!!! I love how petite Robin looks when she's next to Zoro~ (Even though she's soooo tall)

*faints*

Oh, and Robin is suppose to be taller than all of them there, LOL.

Lastly:

Yes. I need to "black" the font of any word that might be a spoiler. Besides, some people who are smarter and more observant will get the answer just from few lines, so when I "black out" something, it's probably stuff that I think will hint about the plot.

Edit: I just remembered this. One Piece will be going on hold for one month. Holy crap!!! (╯﹏╰)

Another! ZoRo! Lately it's all about them huh.

2010-08-26T14:12:00.003+08:00

I just cannot! Resist ZoRo moments!

Team ZoRo on the search.

You know, they were randomly separated?

And Robin ended up with Zoro!

Aren't they so cute together?!

*giggles*

I love ZoRo!!! Hail~~~

Lovely~ They make me drool. Both as an individual or both as a couple.

I would like a guy like Zoro as my man and a female like Robin as my woman.

*whistles*

Wow, the paper was difficult today.

ZoRo yet again~

2010-08-25T12:41:00.002+08:00

Was watching One Piece till the wees of the night yesterday, and I found something really~~~ interesting.

See? Zoro and Robin both have bandages on the same place. (The white patch on their heads)

The wound was a bump.

Two bumps if you add them together.

May I add that they were injured on the same day in the same event but due to different incidents?

*laughs*

Isn't that soooo cute? I feel something blossoming, but I shouldn't hope too much.

My SasuHina... *cries*

Well, I'm not over them though. Sasuke the asshole + Hinata the princess.

My first love~~~~~

No, yes, really. I liked InuYasha and Kagome but they were paired together from the very beginning so I never really did doubt it.

But for SasuHina and ZoRo it's different.

Anyone ever saw them interact? Have fun together? Or have some fluffy moments?

Exactly.

Which, is. Why. I love ZoRo and SasuHina so much. You know, something to hope for, something to pray about.

Though I don't know who exactly I'm praying to anyway.

Don't ask me what religion I am. I'm not atheist, because I'm not strongly against the idea of God that it becomes a belief. I wonder if there's a term for a religion where people worship themselves? Hm...